DangerousMJJ

I've come to the decision to never publish again on here. Too much drama about the whole AI stuff, authors getting picked on and reported for no true reasons. And the classic when stories get stolen, I just can do it. Not from fear, but the idea of how much this app has changed.
          	
          	There's plenty of other places to publish, for sure. With less stuff to worry about.
          	
          	I truly apologize, everyone. I'll still be here to read, so don't worry there! Got so many faves I love checking in with!
          	
          	As for me, no longer publishing. It's dang near out of control on here. My long standing status as an MJ author has also completely come to an end. Again, I am so sorry for those who read my stories, and I thank you for reading and voting. I'm spreading my wings into other fandoms from now on.
          	
          	I hope you all understand.
          	
          	And also, I've only ever used AI for fun with pictures, never to write anything for me. Not after writing for such a long time. 
          	
          	With that, I'll be here, just not as a writer anymore.

mjlover58love

I completely understand what your going though and I wish that Wattpad stayed the same after I left :( but I wish you the best with spreading your wings 
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MeganStrickland1

@DangerousMJJ Wattpad has changed so much, especially for the worst.
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supernovagal98

I never use Ai unless google wants me to. Feel free to reach out anytime 
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DangerousMJJ

I've come to the decision to never publish again on here. Too much drama about the whole AI stuff, authors getting picked on and reported for no true reasons. And the classic when stories get stolen, I just can do it. Not from fear, but the idea of how much this app has changed.
          
          There's plenty of other places to publish, for sure. With less stuff to worry about.
          
          I truly apologize, everyone. I'll still be here to read, so don't worry there! Got so many faves I love checking in with!
          
          As for me, no longer publishing. It's dang near out of control on here. My long standing status as an MJ author has also completely come to an end. Again, I am so sorry for those who read my stories, and I thank you for reading and voting. I'm spreading my wings into other fandoms from now on.
          
          I hope you all understand.
          
          And also, I've only ever used AI for fun with pictures, never to write anything for me. Not after writing for such a long time. 
          
          With that, I'll be here, just not as a writer anymore.

mjlover58love

I completely understand what your going though and I wish that Wattpad stayed the same after I left :( but I wish you the best with spreading your wings 
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MeganStrickland1

@DangerousMJJ Wattpad has changed so much, especially for the worst.
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supernovagal98

I never use Ai unless google wants me to. Feel free to reach out anytime 
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DangerousMJJ

Now the wait for results. The paste and gel used left me broke out, but totally worth the side effects to get answers. Hopefully within two weeks I'll hear from someone.
          
          Having the Stray Kids Dominate Experience movie come today definitely helped, for sure. It's taking my mind off the past few days.

supernovagal98

Let’s hope the 2 weeks  come fast with the results 
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DangerousMJJ

Round 2 of another home EEG, this time with video until sometime Tuesday. I really hope answers come this time around. I know my body best, and I will have all the tests needed, even if it takes decades. Neurologist said it can take a super long time to diagnose, so that's why they often diagnose the PNES stuff.
          
          I already know about having that, but deep down there's something else, some other type that likes to hide during testing and stuff.
          
          Either way, I put it all in the Lord's hands. He will guide it all. *pray emoji*
          
          I'm scared, but hopeful. ❤️❤️❤️

supernovagal98

@DangerousMJJ it definitely does.  And same I feel like I’m always learning more than my doctors and nurses 
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DangerousMJJ

@supernovagal98 it takes a lifetime to learn sometimes, after having this stuff nearly 8 years and I am learning so much everyday. Sometimes I feel i know more than my doctor at times. He keeps trying to say one thing, but I just have that feeling there is something more. We are our own best advocates 
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supernovagal98

@DangerousMJJ no problem and I get that I’m still learning stuff about being diabetic even though I have been for over 20 years 
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DangerousMJJ

Happy Birthday to The Maker, George Lucas! Thank you for the beautiful creation of Star Wars, and many others series! I hope you have an awesome day, sir!
          
          And also a very heavenly birthday to my dad, who would have been 74 today. I hope you are having fun up there, daddy. Give everyone a hug and high five for me. I miss you and love you always. ❤️❤️❤️

DangerousMJJ

Haven't had a seizure in a public place in nearly 8 years since they started. Followed by another shortly after at home. Frustrated my neurologist and his nurse always point at the PNES stuff, I know my body better. These are so random and it's even more frustrating when these things seem to avoid happening while having an eeg. 
          
          Nurse at the emergency room was so empathetic, he even said I was slightly post ictal. He and the doctor treated me like an actual human and not just a number. But the fact remains I know there is something deeper, and folks either don't wanna understand or ever try to understand. Neurologist is treating it as epilepsy to be safe, yet wants to take me off the rescue medicine at some point. *smh*
          
          Hopefully my new family doctor can help, I saw him years ago and he knows my panic disorder history, maybe he can talk to the neurologist one day and see what goes.
          
          The after effects are just, ugh. Tired but not tired, body aches, all that stuff.
          
          Just praying these go into remission again. 

supernovagal98

8 years is good. My last one in public was 2014 I think in a grocery store then the more recent one was in my bedroom. But I have been more anxious lately and it feels like I’m going to have a seizure but then I don’t which is scary 
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DangerousMJJ

Happy Eighth Anniversary, Stray Kids!!!
          
          Thank you for eight years of music, memories and magic. You've helped me through so many moments over the years, and it's been a joy seeing you all grow into the lovely gentleman you are now.
          
          I am so proud to be a STAY, thank you for being who you are, and never change!
          
          Eight is Fate! Stray Kids forever!
          ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

DangerousMJJ

Happy 30th Anniversary Resident Evil!
          
          The series that got me into the survival horror genre of video games more than the rest. I started playing in '97, all thanks to my dad, who had a love for the horror genre as well. I had heard of it for about a year, but once we got a Playstation, I never looked back!
          
          Thank you Capcom, for creating an amazing series, and for the childhood memories you gave me. Here's to many, many more!

DangerousMJJ

@MeganStrickland1 I know that's right, sis. ❤️☺️
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MeganStrickland1

@DangerousMJJ and it's thanks to Resident Evil that we connected over our love for it. ❤️
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