Tears streaming down my face while surrounded by darkness. No light to be seen.
Terrible words said to me, but they are all true.
No ones around me to hug me or even say "I'm here for you"
Not even you Matthew... because of all I've done to you.
I feel so dead from everything that's happened to me, I don't even want to die.
Cause I know if I do my friends would die inside.
I wish you were here Matthew... you knew how to make me smile, but because of what I made you feel I guess my smile is gone.