@nananandrei sent me screenshots of my old books I deleted but he still had access to and I just...
C r i n g e.
The Girl He Never Expected - 2014
'Other books don't instantly introduce their selves at the beginning of the story, but I want this to be different. So, for starters, My name is Natalie Anne Collins. I'm 17 and a half. I have reddish brown hair and crystal blue eyes. Dimples in both of my cheeks. I have a very straight, v-cut hair. I'm American-Australian. That's all I can say for now.'
Justified - 2016
'...She remembered memories, but not really. She remembered taking her first steps, but not the ones who watched the beautiful moment in awe. She remembered learning how to ride a bicycle, but not the person who taught her. She remembered losing her first kiss, but not the one she shared it with. She remembered dying, but not the person who had her blood in their hands. But all these memories, she soon realised, quickly slipped away between her fingers like ash the more she thought of them, as if they never even existed.'