I sorry for not being on much but I just need more time with my mom. She has about a month or less and my heart is breaking even more ever day I see her face fading and her being hopeless in a bed with wires. I haven't been too work since I got the call about her. I haven't talked to my friends. They come to visit my and I since I won'teave her side. I know her death is for the best and heaven gets a new angel, but I just can't bear onto life anymore. I'll try coming on alittle more