DannyDeceit0
I also didn’t post about Technoblade. Fake fan over here.
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I thought for so long about how I had to make an update for pride month, and then I forgot anyway. Better late than never!
So… a lot has happened since the last pride month, in both my personal life and my identity, as well as the world. I’ve started using he/him in addition to they/them! I keep oscillating between “I only like they/them,” and “all pronouns suck,” and even occasionally “what if I’m a man?” But I’m here for now and I like that. My gender is silly little guy. Just a dude ass guy doing silly stuff.
In terms of the world- I had really hoped this pride month would be full of joy. That’s what I wanted. I wanted us to come together in times of strife and just have a good time. And for the most part, it definitely was! I see you, Budapest! Hell yeah! (For those who don’t know: Hungary’s PM put a ban on events like Pride parades because they “propagate homosexuality”, but Budapest’s mayor did some trickery and held one anyway. 100,000 people!!)
There’s been so much infighting lately, arguing about the validity of identities, this, that, and the other. All I have to say is: guys, they’re trying to take away our rights again. We should be fighting Them, not each other. Protest! Fight back! Show them we aren’t taking this shit! Don’t fight each other.
In case it wasn’t clear already, I am American lol. And I say “lol” because it is impossible to say “I am American” with pride. I have hope this will change. I want to be proud of my country. Maybe one day. So far, Trump has erased bisexual and transgender people, so I guess I’m just gone then. I hope things get better. If I’m anything other than hopeful and angry, I would lose myself. So, I am angry and hopeful.
That’s all I have to say. Love each other. Be good to yourselves and others. Except nazis. Punch them in the fucking face. You’re allowed. I promise.
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logging in just for the obligatory pride month post that i definitely didn’t forget about… HAPPY PRIDE
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just read back last years pride month post… f*ck man.
i am another year older and it’s crazy. and in the next post, i’ll be another year older, and the next, and the next.
turning 18 didn’t feel scary at all, even though it’s my first year as an adult and all that. i’m going to be turning 19, and for some reason, that is a hell of a lot scarier. maybe because i will have been an adult for a whole year and done nothing progressive whatsoever. yeah… surely not that…
i digress. this post isn’t about my existential crises, it’s about being gay!!! so go be gay everybody. this is the last day for it! and i’ll see you all in the next one. danny, out.
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yo, obligatory pride month post here that nobody reads but i won’t stop doing :) it’s that time of the year again. i missed the first day when i usually post, but never fear, i’m here to let you know that i still don’t have it all figured out *finger guns* i’ve realized that every pride month post, i’m a year older, and i still don’t have myself figured out. i kind of wonder when (if) that’s going to happen. but i’ve also grown more content with not knowing. last year, i longed to know my pronouns and sexuality. this year, i’m chill with whatever. i think i know what i’d actually like my pronouns to be (like a preference), but overall, i’m fine with anything. and as long as you don’t call me straight, there’s no issues there.
not everyone can reach a place where they’re content with not knowing (and i suspect i won’t stay content forever), but i’m glad that i have. you also don’t need to reach this place. labels can be nice for some people and for others, they’re restricting. they’re not restricting to me, but i haven’t found a comfortable label. and that’s okay.
happy pride month everyone. i hope you’re very gay :D
DannyDeceit0
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH, DEMONS!!! GO BE GAY AND F¢CK SH!T UP!! Every straight person in your life owes you a dollar for every time you’ve changed your label.
I’ve changed my labels so much this past year and I’m still not content with them currently. Sexuality is confusing. Gender is confusing. Do I like everyone? Do I like no one? Am I a boy? Am I a girl? Am I just a silly little gender non conforming dude? Sex? Check one, yes or no?
Honestly, who tf even knows anymore? I’m genuinely convinced that everyone with a label doesn’t actually know how they identify and have just said they go by that label for so long that they don’t want to change it. That’s almost definitely not true, but it makes me feel better.
On a real note, figuring yourself out is a long, confusing, and difficult journey that is simultaneously wonderful and affirming. You may never figure yourself out completely in terms of labels, and that’s okay. You don’t need to label yourself at all. As long as you are happy and are doing whatever makes you feel comfortable, that’s all that should matter.
Love you. Make sure to be extra gay all the time <3
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hi charlie, i wish i saw this earlier but i’ve had a kind of hectic six months and a lot can change in six months, so idk if what you said still applies to you, but i’d like to reply to it anyway.
i understand what you mean completely. i had always identified as a female and was comfortable with that and i have a lot of friends who are trans/nonbinary, so when i started thinking “hmm other pronouns seem pretty nice” i thought i was faking it to be like them. i also had a similar thing with my sexuality. the first time i thought i might like girls, my brain told me that i just wanted to be part of this special club. i’ve learned that’s not true, that’s just internalized homophobia, and i shouldn’t ignore my feelings.
in terms of gender specifically, that’s a long confusing road that i’m still stumbling blindly down. i know i don’t like she/her pronouns. i hate when people use them for me, but i can’t remove them from my “official label”. they feel like a safety net, like, as long as they’re there along with the other pronouns, it won’t seem too weird and people won’t think things or whatever. and i know that’s dumb that i can’t get rid of them, but i’m not ready for that yet.
here’s what i have to say for you: do whatever the f*ck you want. clothes are a recommendation of mine. if you’re feeling more masculine, dress that way, same for if you’re feeling more feminine. it really helps :) i’d also recommend (if you have someone you’d be comfortable with doing so/talking to about this) having someone refer to you with different pronouns. i know it can be scary, i’ve never been able to do it directly, but it helps tremendously. and i can promise you, you’re not faking anything. you are who you are, and as much as it might suck sometimes, you can’t do anything to change that, so you might as well be comfortable with yourself.
okay that’s all. sorry if this was all unwarranted and unhelpful or unnecessary.
- danny
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@DannyDeceit0 I feel this on a different level! I'm literally so freaking confused. My name is not Charlie but I feel much more comfortable with Charlie. I always identified as female and was comfortable with that but that kind of changes rn. Like I wish a was born as a boy, like I'm not trans but I want to be a boy, but not always, cuz sometimes I feel really hot as a girl. And also am I faking being bi just because I don't want to be straight? But at the same time ✨women✨ and eww men but also ✨men✨ but like ✨fictional men✨ Well that's it for today Thank you for your time Charlie
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I had a choir competition yesterday and WE WONNNN!! F*cking dominated bro. Other choirs from my school competed too in their categories and they won too!! Now we’re all going to states and I’m so excited aaahhh!!
Just wanted to share :)
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bro this was a year ago that’s crazy. anyway, choir comp came around again and you’ll never guess… WE ALL WON AGAIN!! (i really am using wattpad like a journal/calendar lol) we’re going to states again and i’m stressed bc we have to learn two new songs in around a month, so with like 10ish rehearsals but it’ll be fine. we built different :)
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Soooo… we went to states… and WE ALL F*CKING WON AGAIN!!! Hell yeah! The other choirs are nothing compared to my school >:)
Also,
Our old choir teacher was there with his school (he left our school because he did the diddly-do with students - ALLEGEDLY… but we all know the truth) and he didn’t win, no sir. We won, us.
Very happy atm, just at the memory (this was April, I just completely forgot to say anything here)
Okay that’s all byeee
:)))
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I have this constant fear that people I know in real life are going to find this account and that will forever scare the hell out of me. This is why I need more online friends because we all have embarrassing shit like this and it wouldn’t be weird.
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But at the same time, if people I know discover this account, I’d want them to say something to me so I know and can change how I present myself on here ‘cause... yikes.
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BACK UP BACK UP BACK UP. How long had it said I joined two years ago??? Wtf. ‘Cause if that’s true (which it’s not) it should have changed around five months ago. I’m not sure how to feel about this lmao