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Alright so I decided you guys deserve to know what's going on and why I can't update. So lets start. Ok so first last night I lost one of best friends, and or I thought the love of my life, she most likely hates me which I understand fully I fucked up I lost my temper beacuse of the pain I was feeling and said something im going to regret for the rest of my life. Speaking of life.. I almost cut it short last night... I attempted suicide last night... Overdose unfortunately or I guess fortunately for those who care I puked it all back up but not before it could do some damage... I cant eat or drink anything it hurts to much. I can't stop throwing up. I throw up stomach and it burned my throat so I can't talk very well.... I no longer have Instagram after what happen I didnt want to be on there anymore if I couldn't talk to my favorite person. Thats why i can't do anything far too depressed to do anything. To the one I'm talking about, if you see this at all, I want to ask one thing please don't hate me. I'm so sorry I know I fucking up and ruined the best thing in my life..... And honestly I still want to be friends... But mostly not going to happen which I understand I'm a bad person and I'm sorry you saw the worst parts of me..... I'm so sorry