DarkBlood123hi

Life is hard I know that for sure. But it can easier if you let it. Don't let people tell you how to be you and don't let them get to you. All I qanted when I was little is to have friends.
          	
          	I never really had friends when I was young. I was a shadow. I can see but you didn't see me. When I got to 4 grade I had a real friend. We where best friends! 
          	
          	I have friends but 6 to 7 out 20 are my best friends. I've dated a lot of guys but they weren't the one for me. They weren't nice, kind, loving nor they care about me. 
          	
          	All I ever wanted one someone to tell me that their there for me! 2 of my best friends have always been there for me. But one of them.... they say things that not true.....they helped me. Heck they told my ex that they would hart him if he made me cry again. And he did.
          	
          	I like it when I friends have my back but I love it when they have mine......I cry myself to a lot because of my past and to now. Because what I've been through. 
          	
          	If you need to talk to anyone, just have someone to listen to what your saying.....I'm here some of my friends when they are having a hard time in life they talk to me. And I see what I can do. 
          	
          	Don't give up.
          	You still have to live. 
          	Still have to dream.
          	Ya'll never know what life has for in the future.

maryammalik123

@DarkBlood123hi  that is true we are all ways here for you never forget that we love you so much and i miss you alot
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DarkBlood123hi

Life is hard I know that for sure. But it can easier if you let it. Don't let people tell you how to be you and don't let them get to you. All I qanted when I was little is to have friends.
          
          I never really had friends when I was young. I was a shadow. I can see but you didn't see me. When I got to 4 grade I had a real friend. We where best friends! 
          
          I have friends but 6 to 7 out 20 are my best friends. I've dated a lot of guys but they weren't the one for me. They weren't nice, kind, loving nor they care about me. 
          
          All I ever wanted one someone to tell me that their there for me! 2 of my best friends have always been there for me. But one of them.... they say things that not true.....they helped me. Heck they told my ex that they would hart him if he made me cry again. And he did.
          
          I like it when I friends have my back but I love it when they have mine......I cry myself to a lot because of my past and to now. Because what I've been through. 
          
          If you need to talk to anyone, just have someone to listen to what your saying.....I'm here some of my friends when they are having a hard time in life they talk to me. And I see what I can do. 
          
          Don't give up.
          You still have to live. 
          Still have to dream.
          Ya'll never know what life has for in the future.

maryammalik123

@DarkBlood123hi  that is true we are all ways here for you never forget that we love you so much and i miss you alot
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DarkBlood123hi

I've never liked the way I looked and never have. I say I'm fat, ugly and stupid because that how I see my self because that how the other kids used me. I was always bullied, used, played, cheated and worse of all beaten. But I never told my parents. 
          
          I'm a nice girl, who all she want is to see the ones she loves with smiles and by loved. I love being with friends, I love my music and art. But I love my friends, family and my pets (my pets are my life.)
          
          I want everyone happy even if I don't know you or just now getting to know you I'll hug/pock you because that who I am- funny, caring, friendly, and not a fighter.