Who am I ?  That's a question, which i am still unable to answer. 
But does it even matter ?  It wouldn't make what i write anymore authentic or true. 
Now you have labeled me a little insecure girl in your mind and that is a pretty sexist thing to even think. 
Can't a guy be little insecure too ?  Well,  I am Aun aka DarkGem.  Well DarkGem was already taken so the extra m.
I tend to use few Japanese words.