sleepyruben

I’ve been thinking a lot about you lately, 
          and about how I took everything you gave to me for granted.
          
          There’s a big hole in my heart right now and I know saying all of this seems like selfishness to make myself feel better. 
          But it’s not, 
          I would give anything up to know how you’re doing right now and to just catch up.
          
          You deserve so much more than this life has given you and I know your passions will lead you somewhere amazing someday.
          
          I just want you to know you turned my life around and I wouldn’t be here without you.
          So thank you for everything and, I’m sorry