I don't know if I should do this, and really I have been thinking on this lately. Being in quarantine really lets someone think for too long that they go back on thoughts and memories that come from the past. And it makes a person reflect. I thought about it a lot but I was a really terrible person in middle school. I maybe didn't know it but I made choices that I didn't think was bad. And actions I thought were harmless but really were awful. I guess to put it in short is that I looked back on the days we hung out and I feel bad. Like I feel guilty cause of how I was a mess back then and kept on playing with fragile things like emotions and how I hurt you. It sucks cause it took me this long to look back and see how messed up I was. I don't know how I should even say "sorry" cause I don't want to throw that word around like it is nothing. I doubt you'll see this message. Really I guess this message was so I can move on since this guilt keeps coming back to me and I just hate the feelings of self destruction I get from it. So I'll to make it positive by saying Thank You. Cause when I look back at those memories, I know what I shouldn't do anymore and how I should be with others. I am just sorry it was you who had to go through my mistakes. I am hoping this is an inactive account really cause this was just to let go of the past and forget yet forgive my mistakes. If you do see this though, I'm sorry and thank you. -Melody
