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If I was to take ruinous down for a rewrite y’all would hate me huh??!

I’m on my 6th time reading Ruinous . I love this book sm , it’s such a comfort for me. <3

So if I was to creep back in here… would yall be okay with that? Or is it fuck me now, haha!! 

Merry Christmas and happy birthday to Paris!!! 
          

you lowkey should js put the original FTLOM back up 

I think I forgot how to write 

What happened to nymphomania?

I just want y’all to know that I am alive. Unfortunately I did get my heart broken. Yay to that. So I’m just getting out of that slump while simultaneously trying to figure out my future. 
          
          Being an adult sucks. 
          
          Hopefully I can start writing again tho. I miss it! I miss yall! 
          
          I miss Paris ugghhhh! 
          
          ATP I should just stick to my fictional men. They’ve never done me wrong! 

Life is literally so weird now. Idk what’s going on half time, don’t even know where I want to be the other half. Anyone else feel like they’re stuck?? Sometime I feel like I am and I don’t know why. Maybe I haven’t accomplished enough things in my life just yet. I’m almost always needing to be somewhere. People tell me it’s bc I’m anxious, but what am I anxious for? Why do I feel like I have to be somewhere other than my house but don’t know where to go? It’s like I want to do so much but I can’t bc when I try it’s overwhelming. 
          
          Im not exactly the best social person either. Can barely hold a conversation. What’s that about? I tired searching it up once but per usual the internet is no help. 
          
          Idk what’s wrong with me, but I’ve been like this my whole life or well for as long as I can remember. 
          
          Idk even know is any of this makes sense but I wanted to type it out either way…

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