Shadøw

Uhhh, I'm never on here so don't expect any of these stories to be updated ever. Sorry to disappoint you all.

When you aren't able to get on for a while then come back to find forty notifications and think "Boy, I gotta catch up!" before realizing a little over half of them are someone dedicating themselves to voting on EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER of your LONGEST story! Dude, I don't know who you are but golly! Thank you so much! It really does mean to world to me! :)

YOU ARE A OCTOPUS!!!! REMEMBER THAT 

I now have three main stories….
          And a few minor ones…
          I could barely manage two, now I've created more?!
          What have I done… What have I done…?

Do you like horrible art?! Is your passion looking at terrible photos?!
          If the answer is yes then go here!
          http://shadow-the-artist.deviantart.com
          Where you will get plenty of horrible art and bad pictures taken by yours truly~!

Simply put, I was gone to long and now I feel terrible.
          
             (Ramble warning)
              Now, I could give you all a million excuses of why I was away so very long, such as I slacked a lot while I grieved and it showed heavily in my grades so I had to catch up or I got incredibly sick for a while and couldn't handle anything electronic. Which yes are both true but that's besides the point, I could write a essay about how you should forgive and feel bad for me because of all of that stupid sh*t but no, I won't, instead I will make you all hate me by pointing out what I should have done and apologize for my rude absents.
          
              Honestly, while I was sick I should have sketched in my sketchpad, or written on paper new idea's for my story so later I could have copied them digitally onto the computer and shown you all some half-decent work. While I was grieving I should have worked harder at school so I could have time at school to draw and actually take care of myself, because the whole reason I got sick was because I wouldn't sleep or even eat two meals of the day and would snack on comfort foods. I should have not wasted so much of this wonderful Core Membership I've been given.
              (Ramble end)
          
              I'm sorry for all of this stupid f*cking bullsh*t, I should have come back sooner and apologized before any of this happened. But I didn't and that's because I f*cked up.
          
              So hate me, unwatch, I deserve it. 
              You guys on the other hand, deserve a full apology, and that's what this is, a big f*cking apology. I'm so sorry, I'm going to get right back to drawing and writing and I'm going to (hopefully) post faster then I ever have! (ThereIsNoGuaranteeInThat-ButI'llTry!)

(Notice: Get ready for a paragraph or two!)
          I haven't been on for a very long time, and honestly I've forgotten how much I loved this place, how friendly all my amazing followers are, how kind you can all be, and especially how supportive you all are! 
          Now I regret all the days I've spent away from this, all the days I could have used to write, and I'm sorry, I'm so so very sorry for not updating these stories, for not surprising you guys with all the little or big twist and turns I try to write into the chapters I work on making incredibly long so you'd think it was worth the wait of 2-5 days….
          Recently, I've been improving some of my grammar in the story "The Captain and his Mate" and as I've been doing that I have been going down to the comment section and finding all these comments that for some reason Wattpad never notified me through my G-mail account, and that made me really sad, and honestly thats what truly got to me.
          That so many lovely people have made little comments that ranged from funny, to sad, to excited and happy. All these comments I never realized I had missed, I felt bad for, 
          1. Not commenting back.
          2. Not checking the comment sections like I should have.
          and 3.  For not continuing these stories to keep  bring you all these emotions…
          I'm sorry, I really, really, really am sorry.
          From now on, I'll be continuing these stories, and if I stop for more then 5-7 days, remind me, tell me to continue, for once, I'm asking to be hassled. Unless, something super serious is going on, or I ask you to stop because it's seriously stressing me out. 
          
          If you've sat down and taken the time to read this, I thank you, I really do appreciate that you did that. Thanks, have a nice day. :)

I dislike Wattpad… ):
          No scratch that.
          I HATE Wattpad!! D:<
          They have made writing so much more difficult, my progress doesn't always save, so I have to rewrite everything, and half the time I don't even remember what I wrote! D:
          Now you have to highlight the words you want to make bold or italic, yes thats right, you have to HIGHLIGHT THE WORDS! Do you know how troublesome that is to highlight words intsead of just clicking a button once and then continue writing? 
          They had a really good idea before where there was just a side bar that followed you up and down the page, now that was awesome! ^D^
          Ugh, Wattpad stop doing this! It makes writing so much more work then it should be! It should be simple and easy, you've made it frustrating, confusing, and VERY DIFFICULT!  >_<
          So, I'm sorry if I don't post anything for a while, but don't blame me, blame Wattpad. -_-"

First if you're gay, bi, lesbian, or anything that isn't straight, even if you are.
          J-Just go watch this, it's a wonderful song. ;)
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYoapICIfeE&spfreload=10
          
          Okay, now anyone and EVERYONE, please just watch this. 
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PI2-dYE-dn0&spfreload=10
          
          It's just a wonderful thing, very amazing person, Boyinaband, or Dave, he's just. Just a very amazing person. :)
          I just absolutely love him and his music, he's just, such a cool guy. I'm not in love no, but I'm a huge f*cking fan I must say. X)
          
          I LOVE ALL OF YOU, YOU'RE ALL PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE, SO DON'T YOU DARE GO AND CHANGE JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD YOU TO, OR BECAUSE YOU WANT TO FIT IN, BECAUSE YOU DO FIT IN, I MAY NOT EVEN KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU, REMEMBER THAT!
          I LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH, LIKE THE LYRICS OF THE SONG, YOU ARE ALL SO VERY BEAUTIFUL/HANSOM, AND MY HEART WOULD ABSOLUTELY BREAK IF YOU LEFT! :')
          BELIEVE IT~!
          (I'm not forcing you to stay, or to continue following me, but just know, a lot of people you may not even have met yet, absolutely love you. so please don't cut, don't hurt yourself, please, just don't go.)

I'm so happy!
          I don't know why, and I can't explain why either, but something about Spring break, and the assembly at school just made me so giddy!
          Maybe it's the fact I'll have more time to write for you guys? Maybe it's the fact that school is almost over, and my fingers will be flying across my keyboard as I sent out chapters upon chapters to all of my lovely reads + followers? I don't know but I sure am excited! Better go get myself a energy drink~! XD
          No I'm joking, I really don't need that. Oh yes, how did you like my little "Late" AprilFools joke? Hmm? Haha, thank you so much for sticking with me, even though I'm probably the biggest dick to everyone, I really do love you guys! <3