DarkSouls

I came back from the dead.

_bandjunkie

Oh Lijah... I miss you so badly. It hurts to think about, but I like to believe that you're watching over me and everyone else. Ha.. I have so much guilt.. I remember you had just updated your bio and I was salty at you because you forgot me, but I didn't want to say anything and look needy.. and then just a few days later.... you were gone. Just like that, you slipped through my fingertips. I remember that jealousy and rage I had for Kiran. Wow.. so much time has passed and I regret to many feelings I had, but regardless, that doesn't change how much I love and miss you..

Your_Angel_Baby

God it hurts so bad. I hate coming onto Watty and not seeing a message from you. Even after all this time, I still wish I could wake up and you'd be here and I could talk to you and you could tell me when I'm being stupid or over reacting or talk me out of doing stupid things. I just... God I just miss you so much, it hurts.  Every single day, just when I think it's going to get easier, boom it hits me all over again like a ton if bricks.
          
          I love you Lijah and I know you are looking down on me.♡♥♡♥

Pyromanic_Kitty

Hey darling,
          
          I really wish you were here right now. I could use your hugs and your advice. Its interesting. I didn't realize how much I missed you until I lost just about everything. Bunni keeps me going. Ki is helpful too..I just I'm confused is all and I really would love your advice..
          
          I love you so much.. Dont forget to save me a seat in the clouds..
          
          I read the lyrics of this song and thought of you. Miss you more than you know..
          
          Lyrics:
          I'll get it if you need it,
          I'll search if you don't see it,
          You're thirsty, I'll be rain,
          You get hurt, I'll take your pain.
          
          I know you don't believe it,
          But I said it and I still mean it,
          When you heard what I told you,
          When you get worried I'll be your soldier.
          
          Funny when times get hard,
          At the last moment when you're supposed to charge,
          Always on the longest yard,
          Oh, they feel their feet getting cold.
          
          Hiding here, hiding there,
          Find them underneath the stairs,
          People hiding everywhere,
          Trying to be still like a stone.
          
          I'll get it if you need it,
          I'll search if you can't see it,
          You're thirsty, I'll be rain,
          You get hurt, I'll take your pain.
          
          I know you don't believe it,
          But I said it and I still mean it,
          When you heard what I told you,
          When you get worried I'll be your soldier.
          
          My aim is so true,
          I wanna show you,
          I'll try forever,
          I'm never gonna say "surrender".
          
          I'll get it if you need it,
          I'll search if you can't see it,
          You're thirsty, I'll be rain,
          You get hurt, I'll take your pain.
          
          I know you don't believe it,
          But I said it and I still mean it,
          When you heard what I told you,
          When you get worried I'll be your soldier.
          
          I'll be your soldier
          Well I'll be, oh I'll be your soldier
          I'll be your soldier
          I'll be your soldier

Pyromanic_Kitty

I miss you so much right now.. its not even funny... I can't even bring myself to smile. I havent been able to bring myself to do much of anything today not that its much of a day. Its only 3 am but you know what today is. Wish C a happy birthday for me yea? Damn I miss him and you and everyone else so much today, and its never hurt so bad, but then again I never had a gap this large before. I'll be fine. I just wanted to say hi and yea I dont know.. I'm not thinking properly. I broke the bathroom mirror and put a hole in the wall but its not like anyone minds what i do to my room. 
          
          Love you Li,
          
          Keep flying high in the clouds..