Lijah

I came back from the dead. 

Oh Lijah... I miss you so badly. It hurts to think about, but I like to believe that you're watching over me and everyone else. Ha.. I have so much guilt.. I remember you had just updated your bio and I was salty at you because you forgot me, but I didn't want to say anything and look needy.. and then just a few days later.... you were gone. Just like that, you slipped through my fingertips. I remember that jealousy and rage I had for Kiran. Wow.. so much time has passed and I regret to many feelings I had, but regardless, that doesn't change how much I love and miss you..

God, I still miss you so much Lijah...
          I don't even know what to do anymore *cries*
          
          I love you  more than you ever knew...
          </3

hiii

How did he die? R.I.P Elijah.

I miss you so much lijah-poo i jope to see u one day

who died

God it hurts so bad. I hate coming onto Watty and not seeing a message from you. Even after all this time, I still wish I could wake up and you'd be here and I could talk to you and you could tell me when I'm being stupid or over reacting or talk me out of doing stupid things. I just... God I just miss you so much, it hurts.  Every single day, just when I think it's going to get easier, boom it hits me all over again like a ton if bricks.
          
          I love you Lijah and I know you are looking down on me.♡♥♡♥

still missing you i try to fight it but to be honest i miss you every singel ay of my life if only you where here with me i odnt know what to do now Eli are you watching over me are you protecting me. do you see theses lies that have come unfolded.
          
          i know i told you id spek with you again but mabey one day i will say hi to mitch for me 
          
          i miss you more than words could ever say forever and always

It hurts, it still hurts...
          I miss not talking to you every day, I miss you cheering me up when I was upset or just not in a good mood, I even miss you moaning at me when I screwed up...And I screwed up a lot.
          But you never judged me, you always made me feel better and made me smile when I didn't think it was possible anymore.
          Believe it or not you saved me more than once and I just wish I could have done the same...
          I just wish I could have said goodbye at least...
          I love you and miss you more than anything
          You will always be my special LijahBear, even though it's a silly nickname, it made you laugh when I came up with it...
          <3 Chrissy.