DarkStriker_

This reminds me too much to make my blood boil

DarkStriker_

3 more days until I delete wattpad. Would anyone like to say anything to me before I delete it?

CrystalRose00

Are you sure about that? 
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DarkStriker_

@CrystalRose00  you weren't a terrible friend. 
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DarkStriker_

I got in trouble with my parents :/ They're at Kung Fu atm so I got time to post this message. They got an email from my math teacher saying that I did 4 problems out of 16 on a study guide which i was not expecting. Then another email from my bio teacher saying I fell asleep in class. That was 1st semester not second ffs. I swear its the little things that make me want to run away from home. I just want to be happy.

DarkStriker_

[Verse 1]
          Words fall out of my mouth, they drift to the ground and they don't make a sound
          I'll try to assemble them back to the place in my head, but I fear that I lack
          The proper speak that I need, to narrate the scene, to tell you these things
          The proper place for my thoughts, I know that I'm not and you know that I'm not
          
          [Chorus]
          So clear and transparent
          Well I'll try but I can't promise it
          So dark but delicate
          Well I'm rough around the edges and
          You can try to smooth me down
          But I’m not, no, I’m not it
          And you can try to smooth me down
          But I’m not ready to forget
          You can try to smooth me down
          But I’m not, no, I’m not it
          And you can try to smooth me down
          But I’m not ready to forget
          You can try to smooth me down
          You can try to smooth me down
          But I’m not ready to forget
          
          [Verse 2]
          Take back all that I've said, I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again
          It’s not like me to pretend, but the best part of me is the worst I can give
          But you make me so terrified, I tried to reply but I’m shaking inside
          You gave me a tongue just to tie, I’ll swallow my pride if you swear not to lie
          
          [Bridge]
          Hard to read and hard to speak to
          But don’t take my word
          Cause I’m honestly so bored of being
          Misunderstood, I’m not
          
          [Chorus]
          So clear and transparent
          Well I'll try but I can't promise it
          So dark but delicate
          Well I'm rough around the edges and
          You can try to smooth me down
          But I’m not, no, I’m not it
          And you can try to smooth me down
          But I’m not ready to forget