Dark_Battles_Inside

I am running as fast as i can,
          But my shadow wont leave me alone.
          I have sought refuge in this darkness,
          This abyss is all mine to own.
          Still paced, why shadow was all i had.
          Why, chosen was i, for that dark silhouette.
          Anchored and spiral, with the living dead.
          I tried, tried to be the good, the obedient.
          Neil. 

My mother made me the monster I am today.. I can't hate her.. Its useless but I cant stop hating myself. Its so difficult to live with ma and then live with myself

Two peas in a pod *wink wink*

Don't thank me...you deserve it my friend :)

*claps*
          I should have done this before....

Never was I so touched
          Never was so saddled I
          Echoes from past had hardened my voice
          Ideas that strangled to death were also wise
          Petrified was my heart by the play of dice
          Yet the tears were held back at night
          Never was I so denied
          Never was so defied I
          Air of present stammers my words
          Ideas are lost in the maze of swords
          Fears my heat of losing the gain
          Yet the tears are held back again
          Never was I so suffocated 
          Never was so afraid I
          But the future is still bright in my  speech
          And the promising ideas till do the preach
          Serenity of heart dreams of love from thy
          And watery eyes will be lightened by sunrise
          Never will I be so disheartened
          Never  will be so forgotten I
                                                BY THE  LOST AND BULLIED ME 
          P.S. MY FIRST EVER, WROTE IT ON THE DAY THEY BULLIED  ME  FOR PASSING OUT IN THE CORRIDOR

She stepped in this world
          Drenched in his passion of love
          Spurning the rules of life
          She continues by his side....

thank god...at least here at wattpad i am not a loner.