I know this might be a little weird, but I've been trying to find a book i read a long time ago on here, but I can't find it. It's a draco malfoy love story, and the main character is depressed. The book does contain self harm and attempted suicide. I remember at one part the main character wrote letters to everyone important to her to tell them what they mean to her, and she might be related to bellatrix lestrange. I believe one of the chapters might have some of the words from you are my sunshine. Its something i read a long time ago, and I really enjoyed it, so if anyone knows the book, please tell me!