Shewasjustamyth

Lmfao rmmbr when we used to to use wattpad to communicate...those were some good days and cringe af too still memories>>>>

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I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in
          I'll never meet the ground
          Crash through the surface, where they can't hurt us
          We're far from the shallow now
          -MISS U J

Soo it’s that time of year?aint it...hmmm kay H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y B I T C H. Ayyyeee now im missing u. Last year i was at ur home on ur bday but this year i cant. Im sed now :|  i promise u someday we will meet again. Im even willing to brag in ur cllg and drag u outta there with me. I just have a silver of lining uk like i think when we guyz are in uni we might meet frequently. Ily peterpan and i wish all your pain fades away. The scars should be bearable and breathing wouldn’t seem like a difficult task at times. I pray from the God above to make ur journey easy for u are a warrior. I wish u the beat in life.even if im not there i hope u keep smiling and if i shall fade away from ur life u can remember me with a smile that I’ll love u all my life. I hope to meet u someday where ill beat the crap outta u for a lot of shit and then hug u to death. Imu it hurts sometimes where i like what’s the point? But then u put shit through my head thet u wont leave and im holding to to that promise....that was quote sed aint it? Crappp i made it loke a death note nvmmm ily bitch and i still want u to continue saying murugute to every damn person u see. I want u to laugh at things u want to no matter who sees pr judges. I want u to complete your damn novel that i never got to read. I want u to eat chrutos still frekin without cuz i dont like em. I want u to say kevin everytime u see a pigeon. I still want u to justify black as u used to i still want u to love everything like u used to and most of all i want u to love ur life cuz u know.bitch u aint a cat so u dont have nine of em.oooh ily ily ily ily olivia.....sorry had to do :) ily peterpan...stay appy... 

How helpless can i be?
          A source of talking in my hand but your soul is miles apart
          How helpless can i be?
          Fire burning in my heart enhancing the desire to have you in arms
          How ironically helpless i am?
          Searching for you in these deserted chats
          How am I supposed to have you?
          Clawing at the infinity wall praying for its downfall
          Please be fine, please be safe i just want a text that says
          That you are breathing and your heart is beating
          How helpless can i be? 
          Not knowing if your cheeks are still warm or the tiles are stained with crimson 
          How helpless am I supposed to be?
          Aching for your voice without a response...
          i love u peterpan

Take a deep breath
          Until both sides of your heart get numb
          Until it hurts a little
          Let out your breath even more
          Until you feel
          Like there’s nothing left inside
          It’s alright if you run out of breath
          No one will blame you
          It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
          Because anyone can do so
          Although comforting by saying it’s alright
          Are just words
          Someone’s breath. That heavy breath
          How can I see through that?
          Though I can’t understand your breath
          It’s alright I’ll hold you
          It’s alright if you run out of breath
          No one will blame you
          It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
          Because anyone can do so
          Although comforting by saying it’s alright
          Are just words

Because I can’t ever go back
          Because I can’t turn things around
          It’s even more precious

A fan asked one when will he release a new album and he replied fuck off i am not even angry at this point

Zion.t needs more recognition

No one:..
          One:rapper actor visual vocal
          Yg:nah we dont need such talented ppl here throw him out