Darkenridge214

IDK what to think.. I wanna believe that she loves me. But.. if she doesn't... Then I'll have nothing left to live for. 

Darkenridge214

Gosh freaking DAMMIT!! I miss you.. I freaking miss you.. this is something I really feel like I'm losing.. and I don't wanna lose you!!! If you can only feel my heart.. if you can only read my mind and if only you felt the way I do about you right now... This isn't just a little "I miss you"... This is a "I can't handle it.. I really need you.. please hold on.. please don't go.. I promise I'll see you soon, even if I get in trouble, I don't care, I swear I'll see you soon. And if it's the last time ima see you, I promise you that I'll make that day, a day to remember.." I don't care.. I don't care if I get in trouble.. I only care about you.. and I swear I'll take bullets and bombs for you.. I truly love you..

Darkenridge214

okay okay okay...i notice a lot of things going on right now and honestly i dont really like it... im deleting "My mind" because its not helping me.. and its not helping any of you.. its too much info for everyone on here. and even if you have read it already. im sorry you had to see all that. buuttt forget about it, because its bad influence, ill find something else to write about. and it'll be more helpful and not so dark. thank you all for reading it tho..

Darkenridge214

So I'm working on this thing book called broken anthems rn, its gonna be lyrics that i make up through out my day, kinda expressing the way i feel in a more musical way. But I'll so be with on "My mind" im just call my "blood wirtten peoms" something different.