DarkestMindCreeper

I had to explain and show my mom strap ons and break down lesbian sex as well as walk her through transgender stuff it was really awkward and weird.

DarkestMindCreeper

We were watching sense 8 together and the first sex scene between Amanita and Naomi came on so she started asking me about stuff. She doesn’t want to ask someone who’ll judge her for asking but a phone doesn’t judge... just saying. I mean I find sex interesting, especially gay sex because there’re so many things to discover, I like talking about it, just not with her.
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DarkestMindCreeper

She has a phone, she can google it. That’s what I did. And I read some erotic novels but still mostly articles.
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DarkestMindCreeper

I had to explain and show my mom strap ons and break down lesbian sex as well as walk her through transgender stuff it was really awkward and weird.

DarkestMindCreeper

We were watching sense 8 together and the first sex scene between Amanita and Naomi came on so she started asking me about stuff. She doesn’t want to ask someone who’ll judge her for asking but a phone doesn’t judge... just saying. I mean I find sex interesting, especially gay sex because there’re so many things to discover, I like talking about it, just not with her.
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DarkestMindCreeper

She has a phone, she can google it. That’s what I did. And I read some erotic novels but still mostly articles.
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DarkestMindCreeper

Soooo I called my cat a bitch during a zoom meeting not realizing I was unmuted so that was awkward. Also I’m back on Wattpad! Pretty sure I’m back at least, I might tune out again for a bit, but, I think I’ll be here more regularly. It’s been a while, I’ve been on ao3 recently for some reason, I guess I just found a lot of new really good FanFictions and didn’t feel like talking with anyone online or offline. Ao3 is glitched for me now, and I missed wattpad. Idk why I’ve been avoiding it, I haven’t felt myself lately, I was really not doing great for a bit, just self destructing and panicking like usual only worse lately. I’m good though. I doubt anybody was really wondering anyways.

eldrtitchfae

@DarkestMindCreeper 
            I'm alright, how are you?
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DarkestMindCreeper

HI! @EvaBlu you changed your name! When did that happen? It’s nice to hear from you too, sorry I’m a little late in replying to this, I put off talking to people sometimes until I’m able to better reply, same to you @Royal-Plz-ImDivine anyways how’re you guys doing?
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eldrtitchfae

@DarkestMindCreeper 
            Well that was hilarious and nice to see you again ^-^
            (Ao3 does have better fanfics)
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DarkestMindCreeper

My mom and I were discussing the heavy gay subtext behind a certain season of white collar between Peter and Neil. I used to wonder why people shipped them when Peter had such an awesome wife and Neil was always screwing Peter (over);), but this episode really nailed it in, and in this season and the last, Neil has been more of friend so I see where the ship comes alive. Anyways, I’m very proud. She never notices dialogue and acting that is heavily imbued with borderline romance hidden by bromance. Or so I thought I guess. Also I have my phone back, I’ve just been a little down, busy, and reading a bit more on ao3 lately.

DarkestMindCreeper

YES!!!! REWATCHING IT BECAUSE I NEVER FINISHED IT THE FIRST TIME! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
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eldrtitchfae

@DarkestMindCreeper 
            WAIT YOU WATCH WHITE COLLAR TOO?!?!?!
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DarkestMindCreeper

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So funny thing happened... My mom took my phone to use as her own for a bit since hers is not working. I'm really worried she's going to see something on my phone and freak out. I already woke up to her asking me why I looked up latex free condoms(I was curious about the effectiveness compared to latex condoms because I have a slight adhesive allergy and when I took a bandaid off I started wondering about latex allergies for some reason) anyways I'm freaking out that she's going to get a notification that alerts her to the amount of gay romance and smut that I read. And I look up a lot of weird shit. And I look under really dark categories. She said after opening up my phone to find that that she is uninterested in looking further into the depths of what I get up to in my free time. She said that she trusts me online because she knows I'm not going to be chatting up creepy strangers and giving out my name and address, but still, I think she might have a problem with the content I read about if she looks into it. So if I drop off the face of the earth, know that I have died of the panic that comes with a parent looking into your personal life. Or I have been banned from the internet for eternity. Fúck me. Btw, this makes me sound really young. I'm old enough to be reading what I read.

ShadOLeerie

@DarkestMindCreeper I totally understand what you’re going through. Glad that things seem to be going a bit better. Also, I send hugs (air hugs if you’re not into real ones). And if you need to be revived, I am good for long distance CPR too.
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@Saatva and @Emily-Koch she has my phone set to something where I can’t delete my browser history(T-T) she’s bad with technology so she doesn’t know how to change it, and she’s reluctant to let me touch her phone to change it. That’s a good plan to delete the app. I think I might just log out or turn off notifications for it and another reading app I use as well as close my weird open tabs because I feel like that’s the only place she’ll actually look. It’s just nerve wracking having anybody else on my phone, especially a parent. I feel like deleting the app would look really suspicious and make her feel like she has to snoop on my phone later once I get it back because I’m hiding something really bad. Idk it’ll probably be fine. I feel a little bit less anxious now that she let me back on for a bit so I’m able to close out of what I need to. Thanks.
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EvaBlu_ITA

@ DarkestMindCreeper  I agree with Emily. I'd just momentarily delete the incriminating apps. And I'm 22. I'm definitely old enough to be reading anything I want, there's just something uncomfortable in letting my mom know there's some pornographic theme to some of the things I read. Not that there's something wrong in it, just a bit awkward.
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Lup1ne

Thanks for adding my book to your list!

DarkestMindCreeper

@Emily-Koch 
            I’m excited to see your writing change throughout the book! I’ve also been fiddling with a gay zombie book for a while. I think once I polish it a bit I might try posting a chapter of that.
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Lup1ne

@DarkestMindCreeper 
            Thanks! It’s my first time publishing a book on wattpad, haha. I’m still editing and stuff since I’ve improved my writing a bit over the past few months and aren’t satisfied with the amount of detail in some chapters ^^;
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DarkestMindCreeper

Oh yeah! I’m excited to read it! Is it your first time writing? :D
            By the way, I love your profile pic!
            @Emily-Koch
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DarkestMindCreeper

I had an anxiety dream about driving last night. I took my mom’s car but it had been so long since I’d driven and I don’t have a license that I forgot and was swerving, not using turn signals, it scared the daylights outta me. It then became this thing about two siblings raised to hunt supernatural things that were getting hunted by three dolls two were evil and the third was actually possessed by their mother who their father killed so the older sister and younger brother ran away and end up chased by a crocodile at the end and that’s when I woke up. And the younger brother looked like the hit man in utopia who liked raisins.

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@Punk_Castiel yeah, my dreams are always pretty fucking weird. I’m sure it means something, but other than me being terrified to drive, I’m not sure. Maybe it’s about my deep down desire to run away and leave everything behind to live on my own in the woods somewhere. Who knows.
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Punk_Castiel

@DarkestMindCreeper 
            
            I feel like this means something, but like it so insane, I'm not sure it actually means anything.
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DarkestMindCreeper

The Wattpad updates keep tripping me up. They either bring new glitches or unneeded features(a few are nice but mostly they aren’t). The comments have switched descending order and it’s weird. I don’t like it. Now I have to read button to top and I don’t like it. And I can’t copy or paste in the comments section. Gaaaaaahhh.

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