Writing about my life, in a form of a diary.
WARNING:
The following sentences is a context to the diary, as i will NOT be otherwise sharing the complete past, the context as well as the diary will be mentioned 18+ subjects.
This is a short outcast of the past:
"Hello! I come from an abusive family, was beaten black and blue from my stepdad (whom i thought was my real dad) every day from until i was 8, then my mother divorced him, ended in a huge debt which she will never recover from, i had two grandparents who both made it very clear i was not wanted, and on multiple occasion called me a misfit/freak and a "bad behavioral child", both had begged my mother to abort me. I grow up with siblings, an older sister who also does not want me, growing up with her, she called me multiple names as well as encouraging to self harm a sentence that can perfectly sum up her character towards me "You are unlovable, no one will ever love you, you're a monster", mother is a narcissistic and also have been encouraging to self destruct. As an adult i moved out in secret, and had to deal with the aftermath of that".