I'm not living, not now
Probably not ever
They try, I try
But it's never enough
I don't want to give in
But I want to give up
I try to stay strong
But I fall at the slighted touch
I stand tall
Only to fall under the stares
My heart is built of stone
But there is shattered glass inside
I have secrets
They taunt my sleep
I have love
Yet it questions me
I feel pain
But I'm numb to what's real
I see many things
I know too much
But...I'm here
And I'm gonna stay here
Even if it sucks