As my foot presses down the gas and the red arrow shoots across the dial reaching speeds this shitbox was never meant to go a single tear pours down my face and lands on the headrest behind me. I still smell her perfume and see her face in raindrops just before my windshield wipers screeching across the window. The dark shrouded the cars and all I can see is distorted taillights and license plates. As the car looses traction I know death has found me and those next few seconds feel like an eternity. Instead of time with cherished loved ones all I see are those damned blue-green eyes that never loved me. I hear her laughter and feel her cold hands touch my face as the broken glass tears open my skin. I feel her warm embrace creeping over my entire body and suddenly im back to the sunset fields where we danced. Her golden brown hair catching the sun's rays and her hand on mine, pulling me through the field and into her arms. She pulls me too far and we topple over laughing and I feel her hands on my chest, just like she held me before, whispering in my ear sweet nothings but the illusion falters. The cold wet pavement digs into my shoulders as the paramedic is desperately trying to save me my conscious slips and im back in the field, her blue-green eyes and inch away from mine, her hundreds of freckles dotted along the bridge of her nose and her eyelashes touching mine as my peripheral begins to fade. The last thing I would know is the first lie she told me.
"I love you"
