DarklordOfVoid1987
Okay... ...
I have to...
I usually don't put community stuff in my messages, because that should be left there, but... ...
Why...?
Why was I, again, kicked from the discord group for just sharing what has been happening to me irl...?
Or was it, because I shared a link to a petition?
I never get a message back or warning what is going on... ...
It makes me feel like I am being banned for someone's personal feelings, instead of getting a back message or warning that I might offend someone...
If it was offensive, I would've removed it and apologized, but I am not even given the CHANCE... ...
And... ... ...that makes me feel like I did something horrible... ...wronged the whole community... ...
Why...?
Those in the discord server... ...please, just tell me what I did, at least...instead of just perma banning me completely... ...
Give me a chance to rectify... ... ....and do better.... ...
You don't even offered me that... ... ...
DarklordOfVoid1987
Thanks... I am glad that I can talk about it... ...
Usually I draw when I feel stressed, but this uncertainty is just...paralyzing...
BegoneThought12
@DarklordOfVoid1987 That sounds awful... ... I mean, yeah, politics, war and such is making us all nervous and some even want to just shut it out, but... You are, literally, just trying to reach out to friends. Reach out and try seeking comfort... That's pretty brutal to just shut you out without giving much reasoning behind it... ... This is very insensitive... Especially when you're fearing for the life of your kids! I hope you're okay, and your kids are okay. I'm here if you need to talk, for sure...
DarklordOfVoid1987
For those who want to know...
All I did on that discord server was telling people why I haven't been too active.
It was due to various crimes connected to the Gaza war, that happened around the area of my hometown... ...
I was just addressing my worry and in a private message to one person, I expressed my hate and feeling of helplessness against this dumb war and the spread of it spilling into other countries... ...
Because it endangers my kids, when I have to bring them to school and have basically no control or foresight over whether they're safe or not, and it is frightening... ...
The other thing was a link to a petition to help save games from being lost after their online-service connections are cut by companies... ...
Nothing too controversial. And I only got a bit political in a private message... ...
To be kicked for that, without even a warning or a chance to delete it and apologize, is really harsh and hurtful... ...
You shunt me for my thoughts and emotions, when all I wanted was to clarify my situation, seek aid for a good cause for consumers (who buy video games and would otherwise lose their paid property), and...just be heard... ...because I am scared... ...scared to lose my kids... ...the lights in my life... ...
My family...the pillars that kept supporting me, when I was at my lowest... ...
I know, nobody wants to hear about politics or war, because it upsets them...
I hate talking about this...typing this is agony...
But...I want to do it, either way... ...so that people would know that I am still here... ...that I am okay, but also... ...how afraid I am... ...how hopeless and weak I feel for once... ...
I am an optimist at heart... ...I was the voice that cheers for everyone, but for once... ...I feel like I... ...I might lose myself... ...lose something I love... ...cherish... ...and I can't do anything about it...
And sharing these thoughts... ...then to be banned... ...locked away... ...like I am some bother...
It hurts...
