You ever go back to your stories to reread them and think to yourself "I wrote this?" In a good way? Because I had this reaction when I reread the Miriam story I wrote.
But this is not about me but rather my thoughts and in a way comments. Cringey? Definitely.
Main point, it's interesting that you still draft your work even when others can't see it. If readers pay attention sometimes your stories change positions. You have ideas as to how to expand each story and are taking your time with just writing what you enjoy as drafts. Everyone is waiting on other chapters, but you are still just one author with multiple stories you wish to write. Never forget why you started this and always remember to enjoy the writing that you do. I feel like I did this before but oh well. And if this was not necessary I apologize for stepping out of bounds.