(Part 2)
That is why if you are currently reading More Than Ace, you would have noticed last year that I only updated every few months or so. It was during those times I really wasn't happy or satisfied with my product (writing) and how inadequate I was being with updating everything. I am only just starting to embrace my flaws, my scars and my inner darkness (in a good way) which has now made me realise as I look back and read what I have written over the years since I've first joined Wattpad, that I could've done better.
And so I will.
This won't be the last time you will hear from me. In fact, I plan to fully indulge myself into the Wattpad community more, getting to know all of you guys, reading some of your books and eventually when I feel like I have found myself again and when I feel that fiery passion to write that I use to feel, I will publish a story.
It may not be the same stories as before, but it may, just edited or slightly changed. It all depends on the future and how I plan to tackle this barrier that is keeping me from fully writing my heart out. Some readers will not understand the struggle and pressure it takes for a writer on Wattpad to write something they are content and happy with since some will think "It's just writing, what's so hard about that?"
I'm here to tell you all, that no matter who the person is, no matter how long or how short they've been writing stories. They will all agree with me that we write with our hearts and we pour our souls into it because it is what we love to do. So this is me finding myself again before I give my heart and soul into something, which is writing.
I might be gone for two days, I might be gone for two years. Who knows.
But one thing's for sure when I do eventually come back. I will bring the fire and I will be back on track.
I will be a silent reader from now on, reading other people's stories and will be taking a break from the writing side of Wattpad.
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