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I shouldnt exist..right?
          Im just a fucked up waste
          a broken toy

Why do I bother?

I cant even cry anymore
          thats how fucked on meds i am

Nopenopenopenopenope
          Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
          I fucking fucked up
          I so fucking fucked up
          Why am I so fucked up?? Why cant I be normal?? Why cant I stay calm? Why?? WHY?? What is wrong with me? Why cant I live a normal life?? Why is everything I do or feel fucked up? Why cant I act like a normal human being without being high on meds? Why? What did I do? 
          I dont wanna be like this.. i wanna be normal again.. I wanna start over
          Please? I cant I cant I cant I JUST CANT
          Im so sorry.. Im so fuckin sorry for everything

Whenever I get an idea, I feel like Im gonna have a nosebleed..
          Am I the only one..?

So many ideas, so little time..

ALSO Can someone suggest a better title?
          Im not good with those