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I want somebody that both me and him are just sitting and scilence then suddenly I can just scream and he'll roll with it.
I want someone who will put up with my sillies and be silly with me. I want someone who is willing to make a fool of themselves with me.
I want someone who I can call an asshole and they'll call me a bastard. I want someone who I can just be a boy with. I want to have someone who is my best friend, and knows me like no one else and isn't afraid of me being cringe and doesn't want me to change. I want them to be cringe as hell with me, even if it's broadcasted half across the Internet. I want someone to be my forever. I want to be their forever.
I want someone who will let me be ligit insane, or have a mental fucking breakdown, or be exhausted next to them and they won't bat an eye, and even roll with it.
I want someone who is open to new things. I want someone who finds me hilarious and handsome and beautiful just the way I am. I want someone who won't think I'm doing things for attention, and if he does, then he'll GIVE me that attention.
Someone who will trust me with his life as I do mine to him. Someone who adores me. Someone who can't bear to be without me. Someone I'm codependent with.
A lover to share songs and movies with. A lover I can yap at until the day ends and he responds and listens whether it's relevant or not. Someone who is funny, someone who is crazy, someone I find beautiful inside and out.