DatKaijuFan24

Also, I'm 22 now. This'll be my first birthday without my dad...

DatKaijuFan24

Sorry I was inactive, I lost my dad early October and I recently just got my appendix taken out of me on my birthday (the 14th, last Saturday), so I've been having a rough time even as I'm recovering from my first surgery.
          
          ~DatKaijuFan24★

CaesarPOTA2011

@DatKaijuFan24 Hope you get better my sibling
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DatKaijuFan24

Okay so here's the deal of me being inactive much here: I can write here, I think I write okay-ish, but I would get lazy or lose motivation to write anything. Don't get me wrong, I love Wattpad and I'm not quitting or going on another hiatus, but sometimes I just lose interest in the story plot and forget about it eventually. My real world life gets in the way and I don't really feel positive about anything in life, I'm grateful for my life but I'm not as positive and optimistic as I used to be years ago since I lost one of my older brothers on July 4, 2021. I'm trying my ABSOLUTE BEST to live by his example for my dad and other mom, but as much as I keep it inside, I'm not him. Since that, my hope for life is on a weighted scale, I'm still a bit depressed but I'm not suicidal about it anymore. I'm just waiting for that "one day" to truly be happy, to "feel joy" and never ever lose it. Thank you all for listening, I apologize if I rambled on too much...

SirusRuiz

@DatKaijuFan24 it is okay to take a mental break every once in a while, do not apologize for something you didnt do and just  take a mentalbreak, relax and come back whenever you need to.
            
            I am going through it as I am no longer creative after I lost my mom not that long ago. I'm on your path hon, just relax, rest and come back whenever you are better. See you soon and hope you get better :) 
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DatKaijuFan24

*currently thinking about writing of an alternate world with anthro furry people have technology (either futuristic or steampunk, I can't decide at the moment rn), magic (maybe if I think through tho) and elemental powers for few of them*
          
          It might be like an isekai!author/me but I didn't die but it'd be more like the Narnia movie trilogy and giving the idea of a possible reverse harem or designated love interest bc I barely write for myself nowadays. 
          
          Would you guys be okay with this?

DatKaijuFan24

Please give @CaesarPOTA2011 a big ol' happy birthday! He's my bestfriend since childhood, my partner-in-crime to his ride-or-die, the chicken tenders to my chicken nuggets, the Jose Jalapeno on a Stick to my Peanut, the George Beard to my Harold Hutchins, the corndog to my chili cheese dog, the gentle giant to my feral gremlin, the Sonic to my Tails, the French fries to my onion rings, the sun to my moon, the Riku to my Sora, the Vegeta to my Goku, the Bakugou to my Deku, the Optimus Prime to my Bumblebee, the Stitch to my Lilo/Gantu to my 625 aka Reuben, the Godzilla to my King Ghidorah, the Tanjiro to my Nezuko, the Sulley to my Boo, the Shrek to my Donkey, the Jake the Dog to my Finn the Human, the Pumbaa to my Timon, the Tom to my Jerry, the Mario to my Luigi, the C-3PO to my R2-D2, the Hugh Jackman to my Ryan Reynolds, the Shane Dundas to my David Collins, the Shaggy to my Scooby Doo, the Cat to my Dog, the Remy to my Linguini, the Rocket Raccoon to my Groot, the- well, you kinda see where I'm going. Whenever I'm sad, he cheers me up. When he feels scared, I show him that he can feel safe with me. We have each other's back, through thick and thin, good or bad, even if we're far away from each other. We both bring the best of us, even when we're both mad at each other. We know each other more than our own parents know us. We care for each other, comfort one another, make each other smile, we did so many things to make each other happy. If I could do anything for one specific person: it's him. We love each as siblings would do. Ilysm big bro, I'm grateful and thankful that you're alive. Thank you for being in my life, I couldn't ask for a better brother and best friend.
          
          Sincerely, your sibling, 
          ~Nuria/DatKaijuFan24☆