DatOneGurl3
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This is a vent ig?
First off I want to say I’m so sorry for never being on life happened and well it got to much for me. But I probably won’t regularly be on. I also want to say thank you to everyone who has been there for me.
Anyways onto the vent tw
So yk what’s funny how someone can changed so much in just months. I used to be the person telling people to try and not cut or not burn. I was the person encouraging people to attempt to eat. I wanted to be there for everyone. Now I’m the one who does cut and does burn. I’m the one who struggles with my emotions. I’m the one the shuts everything out and doesn’t tell people how I feel. I’m also now the one who struggles with eating whether it’s not eating over overeating to the point where I’m so full I might puke. I’m the one who’s lying through my teeth to my mom my therapist my friends, everyone. I’m the one who wish their mother kept alcohol in the house so I could get shit faced and not feel things. I’m the one that secretly is contemplating ending it all some days. I’m also the one that could never tell my mom bc I wouldn’t be believed. But yk wants even more funny is I know this is all wrong I should get help. I have marks on me that would prove I’m not lying for attention but I’m scared. That even if they knew I would still be treated like I was faking it for attention.
Anyways people the jist of this besides me venting is that you can never tell who someone actually feels. So be nice to everyone bc the girl that’s always smiling could be about to take that jump. Or the quiet kid could be craving into his skin every night. So be careful what you say to others bc even small things can have the biggest impact.
DatOneGurl3
@nimbasanerd awww I’m sorry. He sucks just try to ignore him. And I’m always here to talk if you ever need to. And I get the crying thing like I will randomly start crying over the dumbest stuff and for no reason at all. The same goes for you there’s lots of people that care for you whether irl or online. So just keep going on ig. You’re one of my favorite friends too so don’t abandon me. (Also this is different but I had an online friend like a year or two ago and she was rlly suicidal and stuff and one day she just stopped replying so yea. It used to make me rlly sad and I use to sit watching my phone to see if she would ever text back.)
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@dand3lion_spr1tez awww I remember you too and thanks for the advice but it my mother bc I’ve outright told her I’m fairly sure i have depression and I’m suicidal I even said it in front of my case worker but she still doesn’t seem to think I have any problems. So yea.
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DatOneGurl3
@sunshine_1ix awww I’m sorry that you know how I feel it sucks. I love you too and you can always reach out to me if your going through smth.
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@jvpitxxr- you too
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@jvpitxxr- I hope you win your fight <33 and I hope I make friends to or I’m crashing out :(
DatOneGurl3
@jvpitxxr- omg fun I legit just moved Saturday so I have no friends currently bc I moved 2 hours away. And I’ve had several mental breakdowns bc moving a is low key scary and I miss my best friend. So that’s been fun. And I have to share a room still and I’m abt to strangle my sister (not actually wp don’t come for me) and I’m so scared to go to school bc I’m too to a 5a school now with like 740 students and it’s 3 grades when my previous school was like 350 and 7-12
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@jvpitxxr- Omg hi twin ilysmt <333333 I hope your doing amazing and I’m sorry it took 6 days to respond. I’ve been extremely busy as of late and forgot to check wattpad. How’s life been?
ItMightBeMe10
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Hi love, its Moonanime6,you might not remebr me but I love stalking my old friends to make sure there doin fine lmao, anyways felt like saying hi, so hi my stabby twin, I hope your okay, pls do commit arson on all the stupid peeps. Even if you don't remember me, I still do, love you a lot, don't let this stupid world get to you kay, your are still one of thekindest, sweetest, funniest caring people I ever met, and if anyone says otherwise fuck them, and don't end it love, this world isn't worthy of that much, isnt worthy of you shedding tears for it, hurting yourself for it, why end it all for this stupid world, its the one that made u cry, it should be the one going up in flames, not u, anyways love you all, byee.
DatOneGurl3
@ItMightBeMe10 omg your back!!!!!!!!! I love you soooo muchhhhhh! Bro I have tea and ofc I remember you. You were like my best friend along with a few others like last year and this past summer. I could never forget you. How’s life beennnnnnn???
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DatOneGurl3
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This is a vent ig?
First off I want to say I’m so sorry for never being on life happened and well it got to much for me. But I probably won’t regularly be on. I also want to say thank you to everyone who has been there for me.
Anyways onto the vent tw
So yk what’s funny how someone can changed so much in just months. I used to be the person telling people to try and not cut or not burn. I was the person encouraging people to attempt to eat. I wanted to be there for everyone. Now I’m the one who does cut and does burn. I’m the one who struggles with my emotions. I’m the one the shuts everything out and doesn’t tell people how I feel. I’m also now the one who struggles with eating whether it’s not eating over overeating to the point where I’m so full I might puke. I’m the one who’s lying through my teeth to my mom my therapist my friends, everyone. I’m the one who wish their mother kept alcohol in the house so I could get shit faced and not feel things. I’m the one that secretly is contemplating ending it all some days. I’m also the one that could never tell my mom bc I wouldn’t be believed. But yk wants even more funny is I know this is all wrong I should get help. I have marks on me that would prove I’m not lying for attention but I’m scared. That even if they knew I would still be treated like I was faking it for attention.
Anyways people the jist of this besides me venting is that you can never tell who someone actually feels. So be nice to everyone bc the girl that’s always smiling could be about to take that jump. Or the quiet kid could be craving into his skin every night. So be careful what you say to others bc even small things can have the biggest impact.
DatOneGurl3
@nimbasanerd awww I’m sorry. He sucks just try to ignore him. And I’m always here to talk if you ever need to. And I get the crying thing like I will randomly start crying over the dumbest stuff and for no reason at all. The same goes for you there’s lots of people that care for you whether irl or online. So just keep going on ig. You’re one of my favorite friends too so don’t abandon me. (Also this is different but I had an online friend like a year or two ago and she was rlly suicidal and stuff and one day she just stopped replying so yea. It used to make me rlly sad and I use to sit watching my phone to see if she would ever text back.)
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@dand3lion_spr1tez awww I remember you too and thanks for the advice but it my mother bc I’ve outright told her I’m fairly sure i have depression and I’m suicidal I even said it in front of my case worker but she still doesn’t seem to think I have any problems. So yea.
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@sunshine_1ix awww I’m sorry that you know how I feel it sucks. I love you too and you can always reach out to me if your going through smth.
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sunshine_1ix
hey so I came across ur acc and realized I haven't talked to u in a while, how are you?
DatOneGurl3
@sunshine_1ix Omg hi I'm good and don't feel bad abt not talking to me I'm rarely on but hru?
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DatOneGurl3
Hi my lovely followers it’s been forever sense I’ve been active. I was gone for my mental health but I’m back!!!
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Yk what’s fun!!!!
When your father gets a new life and you aren’t apart of it. Your siblings however are-
DatOneGurl3
@NapalmWaters he isn’t I’m still hurt tho because I am his kid and he doesn’t seem to care
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NapalmWaters
@DatOneGurl3 based on everything I’ve heard about him he doesn’t seem like a supportive or good father in the slightest. still that does sound super shitty
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