one thing i hate about fluff fan-fictions is watching (or reading ig) them be so in love with each other and all the couple-y things they do with the staring into each others eyes being able to just see them and know you care and love them so much and the other one knows it and just knowing me and my girlfriend don't do that or at least we used to but i know it's gonna be a while before we do anything like it again cause both of our mental health is fcking deteriorating and so we don't feel anything but both know we love each other just don't feel it and we both can't get out of bed to see each other we don't go to the same school or see each other at all other than when we plan which we've been trying to do for three weeks but are either "busy" or actually have plans anyway this is a good start for the my first post ever