My first fanfic finally came out today when it took me longer than the time I working on it. The reason is I doubt myself as I know I'm not good enough to write something for people to read because in my own point of view, you can't just write what you want to for nothing. People just read it and they don't feel anything, so what's the point of spending your day and night on something that has no meaning at all? That's why it took me a while to brainstorm my ideas, finding some inspirations, and finally giving my all to this.  
I really satisfied with myself right now and I hope you like it too <3