Tina

Just Posted a Bonus poem on my collection ‍️ please please lemme know how's it  
          Thankyou very much ‍️❤️

I had a strange dream last night that I wanna talk about. It's weird, really. I mean I've been having kinda weird dreams lately but I can't remember them after I woke up in the morning. But this one, this one I remember clearly. I was in some exam hall, probably for Education subject, i feel like that, and I have 4 questions to answer of 5 marks each. I wrote the first one but the rest 3, i don't the answers. 
          
          Apparantly, there's this notebook of my handwriting containing all the answers within it and it's right below my answer sheet. Now, i can cheat. I can copy the answers and somehow, the teacher is also not paying much attention to me. But I couldn't write it. Idk, i just couldn't. I'm stressing out, I'm panicking (which is not me, i don't panic. Specially not in situations like that, not anywhere. Nowhere. Never). I'm not writing anything and time is running out. It feels like I'm gonna fail but I can't bring myself to cheat.
          
          Then I woke up, feeling the stress in my body this morning.
          
          What's it all about? Am I going to fail? But I did quite okay in my education paper (well might fail in philosophy though). Idk... But I'm seeing the positive side of it. Or simply taking it as positively that even though I had the chance I didn't cheat. I'll stick to that.

Does people read poems on Wattpad???
          I've been writing a series of poems inspired by my Kim Mingyu and idk where to share those (except my whatsapp status hehe) Can I post them here?? Like, as a book of poems??? 
          But I'm not even completely confident about myself, like... Sharing what I feel about him...
          Ahhhiishhcfidtisutdgjsusgsjgsjfsfh
          Can I post it here???

It's my birthday today and suddenly this morning, i was thinking about shua today. Like he didn't get to celebrate his birthday this year (last year) and out if nowhere I just got this thought that I wish I could exchange my soul with him for a day and let him celebrate my birthday for me, with my family. It's not like I'm losing anything. I cut a small cake last night then all my favourite people had already wished me by now and the gifts I've been most excited about (from my sister and my best friend), I've received them weeks ago... So it's like... He can come cut the other (bigger) cake and celebrate with my family.