To those of you who don't know... We lost a kind and a beautiful soul on 18 December 2017... SHINee's lead vocal Kim Jonghyun passed away so suddenly that it left us all in shock.. Especially me.. As you all already know I am a Shawol and a big time fan of him so this piece of news left me heartbroken and in tears.. He was an angel who brought so much light into my life and now that he is gone it is hard for me to cope up with.. SM Entertainment has officially declared this and his funeral is going to be held on 19th December 2017 amidst family, friends and colleagues as requested by his family...
I'm telling you this as you know I am a Shawol and a big fan of Jonghyun and this news has left me in shock, tears and heartbreak... He is the person who taught me to be strong and face my fears and also who played a major part in who I am as a person now.. So without him life seems to have lost a major part and my heart feels like a part of its missing therefore I don't know how to function anymore.. But I know I'll be back soon after I finish mourning for the big loss in my life.. Why? Because he is the one who taught me to be strong and move forward.. But he'll always be an angel who will always be alive in my heart and mind forever..
As you know that I have two SHINee FanFictions in work Chance Encounter and SHINee One Shots + Short Stories and also Its Complicated that a was supposed to be the sequel to Chance Encounter all be put on hold or deleted completely.. Its not been decided yet.. But itll most likely be deleted as it doesnt feel right without Jonghyun in it... So just giving you a heads up and wanting to know your thoughts on it...
R.I.P Kim Jonghyun.. You will always be loved, missed and remembered..
오빠 사랑해요!! Always and forever and 고맙습니다 for making me who I am today...