DaylahHadley

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Life ain't shit but pain most day even when you find a happiness it's quickly taken away but no one cares how they hurt you just how you respond Ig I been responding my whole life to everyone around me I feel drained and toss aside but that's my own doing cause who wanna stick around for me whose my shoulder to cry on and tell me I'm okay and that I'm not to blame.

DaylahHadley

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Life ain't shit but pain most day even when you find a happiness it's quickly taken away but no one cares how they hurt you just how you respond Ig I been responding my whole life to everyone around me I feel drained and toss aside but that's my own doing cause who wanna stick around for me whose my shoulder to cry on and tell me I'm okay and that I'm not to blame.

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DaylahHadley

Ok, can someone please explain to me why when people see a same-sex couple or gay person as a superhero or on tv or in TV shows it's a problem it's like they Say they accepted something but when it's showed or represented there is a problem it like they want to just act like it's welcomed but once to brought to there eyes it's looked at sideways or what they say there favorite words (Not everything has to be gay or Lgbt related) But yet it's ok to see straight couples kissing, getting married, and going at it like rabbits but let it be a gay couple doing these things (Omg why are they forcing it Stop making everything gay) But then want to turn around and say (But I have no problem with gays it just doesn't need to be in everything ) that's like if someone racist came up to me and was like (I'm not racist but can you not be where I can see you) then they only like the stereotype kind of gays or ones they can laugh at but these are the Somethings just too different major problems. so tell am I tripping or is it still Homophobic if someone thinks like this.

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@HoodOfGayBlackLove Thanks for that  good to hear cause I alway get so twisted in my gut every time sexuality or being gay or lesbian is brought and I'm already not as close to the bible or Church or religion I do believe in god but not the why my family feels I should be so if I were to tell them I like both Genders it would not be taken well they would accept it but their would always be under hand comments throw my way and I already don't have a strong relationship with my family as it is
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DaylahHadley

@HoodOfGayBlackLove for real like when I was figuring out my sexuality my whole family keep bringing up what kind of clothes I like to wear can I like more Feminine clothes and would be saying Stuff like (That's not gonna attract no women so your not a lesbian or you know it's a sin right) every five minute and onec I found out I like both genders I didn't even tell them so they still think my attraction to a girls was a false and a lapse in judgment when really it's not but I just let them believe what they want cause I dont want everytime I say I like a girl for them to be like (that not right or were back here again) but at the same time it just makes my stomach twisted every time my family puts there opinion of LGBTQ people out the like when with Race and Sexuality be Truly acceptable and not looked down upon
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DaylahHadley

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@HoodOfGayBlackLove Exually and I live in a black household and there was this gay couple on this really old love and hip hop ep and when they showed the couple kissing in the bed my mother said (he is too handsome to be gay, now why would they do that) I just looked at her cause in my mind I'm just so confused why straight people think Gay people are just supposed to be ugly like that just seems like they're trying to say a good looking woman or man can't be gay or a lesbian and my Family know I read bxb books and whatnot and every time I'm sad or upset the first thing they say is (you need to read something more in lighting or I wouldn't read that) if they come behind me and read my screen they get a face and get this look on there to face like Eww or they know I read thug kinds of books to but they don't think it's up to there version of what an urban book should have in them. and when I say my family straight up bash bisexual men it's sick they always say (Nah he gay if he was with a man he gay) and that makes me so mad cause like you say you have no problem with it but every time they hear or see a gay person my very bible reading mother says (I don't like their spirit) What the fuck you have got be kidding me but also in that same sentence sayed she has no problems with gay people when cleary they do
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DaylahHadley

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Hello, everyone today I'm about vent cause I got to get this off my chest, OK so first I'm saying this cause I'm mad, Hurt, disgusted and so many more words that I can't say on here because for some reason with the whole Blk men bashing blk women thing still going and growing  I'm starting to see more and more of my black females bashing not the Blk men but the women that are Called"Exotic" right but I'm starting to see it get worse and as it goes on mostly on youtube in the comment instead of us going after the men we are degrading and bashing the women mostly white women  and Mexican or Forgron women and I'm starting to get real tried cause that ain't right they didn't ask for that kind of limelight but I see more black women saying it's the women in the wrong and Being fucking racist I said It they being racist to not just their selves but other races and I'm sick of seeing it cause it ain't right and a real woman would understand what i'm saying cause this is what the blk men want us to do  to tear down other women and porve them right that we are anger and bitter when were not but bashing and being racist to these women ain't right and it's not need  if we want to yell and call som body out call out the black men that bash us in the media and prass.

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@daughter-of-Nike-6  facts
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@DaylahHadley some people just bring people down to make themselves feel better. They’re not worth the time of day
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DaylahHadley

@daughter-of-Nike-6  that's what I was saying but it's like it made them feel better and that it was ok and that really just disgusted me to on ends
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