DeBeanoOfLoneliness

Hello dearest followers, thought I would mention my below message because, I’m not going to lie, that’s an odd thing to say. If you know me well enough and have talked to me on Discord, you would know that I was in the hospital for a week. My lung collapsed, spontaneously by the way, and it got worse to the point of being hospitalized. I’m not going to lie, it was not a fun experience and I hope it doesn’t happen again, but it was certainly something that has majorly affected my life and work schedule. I have been out of the hospital for a month now and I feel about as good as I did before my lung collapsed so I think it’s safe to say that I’m better. Though, please be patient with me, the last couple months have been exhausting and simply being in the hospital has majorly affected my mental state, and returning to school has not made it any better. Do not be concerned about me though! For a measly collapsed lung is not enough to kill me (as I have discovered)! My need to write angst of countries will keep my spirit alive, and until my passion burns out I will not succumb to the grasps of death.
          	
          	Side note, thank you to everyone who was involved for not telling me that people could die from a collapsed lung until I was out of the hospital, really kept me sane while I was there.

DeBeanoOfLoneliness

Hello dearest followers, thought I would mention my below message because, I’m not going to lie, that’s an odd thing to say. If you know me well enough and have talked to me on Discord, you would know that I was in the hospital for a week. My lung collapsed, spontaneously by the way, and it got worse to the point of being hospitalized. I’m not going to lie, it was not a fun experience and I hope it doesn’t happen again, but it was certainly something that has majorly affected my life and work schedule. I have been out of the hospital for a month now and I feel about as good as I did before my lung collapsed so I think it’s safe to say that I’m better. Though, please be patient with me, the last couple months have been exhausting and simply being in the hospital has majorly affected my mental state, and returning to school has not made it any better. Do not be concerned about me though! For a measly collapsed lung is not enough to kill me (as I have discovered)! My need to write angst of countries will keep my spirit alive, and until my passion burns out I will not succumb to the grasps of death.
          
          Side note, thank you to everyone who was involved for not telling me that people could die from a collapsed lung until I was out of the hospital, really kept me sane while I was there.

DeBeanoOfLoneliness

Wattpad is so mean to me. Like why do you freeze every time I open the app. Why do you open a story that I was never looking at or had any interest in? When did I show any interest in the Sims 4? And why doesn’t it do this when I’m on my phone or computer? It’s only my iPad. It just hates my iPad ig.

DeBeanoOfLoneliness

Note to everyone so that it’s not too shocking when it happens.
          
          I’m going to be changing my username so that most, if not all of my accounts, have a nearly identical name. This is mainly because it’s convenient for me, not to confuse people.

DeBeanoOfLoneliness

@someonecalla_doctor 
            I REMEMBER YOU WERE TEN AND I WAS ELEVEN, AND WHEN YOU MADE YOUR “MEET THE ARTIST” POST I DIDN’T BELIEVE THAT YOU WERE TEN BECAUSE I DIDN’T THINK THAT SOMEONE THAT YOUNG WOULD ADMIT IT??? IDK WHY I THOUGHT THAT. I DON’T REMEMBER A TON BECAUSE THAT WAS LIKE FOUR/FIVE YEARS AGO THOUGH. BUT THE REASON I LEFT AMINO WAS BECAUSE I MISSED MY STREAK ONE DAY AND I WAS SO SAD THAT I JUST BLAMED IT ON MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES (THOUGH THERE WAS SOME OF THAT GOING ON AS WELL).
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someonecalla_doctor

@DeBeanoOfLoneliness I REMEMBER CRYIBG OVER TEXT TO YOU BC I WAS SCARED TO START MIDDLE SCHOOL BAHAHA
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someonecalla_doctor

@DeBeanoOfLoneliness CRAZY, I THINK I WAS IN LIKE FIFTH GRADE WHEN WE MET
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DeBeanoOfLoneliness

As soon as I was gonna start actually doing stuff, my body had to go out and malfunction and then I got sick. I swear that I’m not specifically avoiding writing, but I just don’t have the time to do so when I’m sleeping every hour that I’m not at school because I wasn’t one of the kids who ate dirt.