I'm deactivating this account, I made it to chat with people and write dirty stories because I was lonely and when I was lonely I felt like I needed to feel something. I met someone, he's great and I'm happy. He's not telling me to delete this account he honestly doesn't care he just doesn't want me talking to people. But this isn't my thing anymore. I had had relationships in the past and still had this account because I knew they wouldn't last and I would need some kind of escape to feel again. But this one for some reason I know I won't need this account anymore, I'm 17 I'm going into my senior year and I'm ready to start realizing I deserve good things that I deserve happiness. I will not push him away like I did the others. I've had a rough past year and I'm doing so good now, I'm happy. I'm sorry for any of you that I talked to and took advantage of, I was lonely. I've matured now and I'm ready to stop playing these childish games and I'm ready to be an adult and even if he leaves me I'll still be okay....thank you all for understanding....goodbye.. My name is Josie by the way. Goodbye