Rue!?

Did I join wattpad a full year ago?????? tf-

*wakes up*
          TF- WHY MY HAIR SO CURLY!?!?!
          
          Genuinely had a panic attack this morning that I had chopped off my hair in the night cause it looked so much shorter while all curly cause of this STOOPID HUMIDITY.

OMG- THE SCHOOL YEAR IS ALMOST OVER>?!!? WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING WITH MY LIFE FOR THE LAST 8 MONTH!?!?

Guys- I was scrolling through YouTube and saw the song: Thank You and Goodnight
          which is a send off from the old cast of Hazbin Hotel-
          anyways-
          I am BAWLING MY EYES OUT-
          i have already watched this but i am STILL crying over this- i love the new cast but the pilot cast will always have a special place in my heart-
          i will forever cry over this song-
          
          "It Was not perfect but we tried"
          I will always cry. Every single time.
          or
          "We had so much fun, so thank you and goodnight."
          I WILL SOB INTO MY PILLOW FOR HOURS.

Uh so- yeah. I have come to vent a little about how I feel about the Wilbur situation that I have now found out about.
          I feel, disgusted, i feel extremely bad for Shubble and I want to give her so much love and support after all of this- I even feel betrayed because I came across him over the Summer, and I really enjoyed his content but now I can't look at him the same.
          And uh- I feel like throwing up a little bit- it was just a lot to open up my computer and see one of my favorite content creators and band creator has done these terrible things....
          also I am sick right now so I feel especially terrible-
          
          Anyways... i think i'll be taking a little break from Wattpad for a while, mostly for school purposes. And Also my Loner story will be on hiatus until I figure out what to do about Wilbur's character....
          
          Anyways- love you all. And if you are in a relationship like this, please call someone or seek help.
          I love Shubble and give her my full support.
          and yeah-
          <3

Fun stuff i am get to do with friends FINALLY-
          
          after tons of rescheduling because of ppl getting sick- I AM FINALLY GETTING TO DO A D&D CAMGPAIN WITH MY FRIENDS- And if it is interesting enough then i'll write a story on it- MAYBE- idk yet- but i recently made my character named Corvus who is a druid changling, so ask if you want to know more about him-
          
          anyways.
          i have a quiz on cell reservation twm... i may fail

GUYS. I MAY DIE TODAY- MY BESTIE IS A WILBUR SIMP NOW. AND SAID "ima look him up on wattpad and see what happens"
          I MAY DIE. IF SHE FINDS MY COMMENTS/USER I AM SO DEAD. I WILL NEED TO DELET MYSELF FROM EXISTENCE

POSTED MORE ART IN MY PORTFOLIO!!!! THIS ART IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES- I DID IT TODAY WHILE USING A PINTREST REF LOL-

just realized smth while writing bits of my stories.... therapist has the word r@p!st in it- MY BRAIN JUST DISCOVERED THIS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. IDK- am i just stupid or cursed...?

Help- i am crying at this-
          so i am on Pinterest just scrolling and then i see a picture that looks like tubbo, i click it, and it is this 8–9-year-old with the words "Toby" on the shirt and making his iconic smile. then i see my brother walk past me and i nearly die- THEY ARE SO SIMALAR- IT IS SO SCARY. THEY HAVE THE SAME HAIR AND FACE SHAPE, AND DIRPY SMILE- :,]