Deadintheroses

No, I don’t love you anymore 
Looking at you doesn’t make my skin turn into constellations, waiting to be mapped out by your hands
But then I see your hands- those same hands,
Wrapping around her while I’m sleeping in a bed far away from yours
I see your body, and I see her body 
I see the way you whisper words into her neck 
I imagine the smell of your skin getting lost in somebody else’s sheets,
Sticking to them even after washing
And my stomach twists

Deadintheroses

No, I don’t love you anymore 
Looking at you doesn’t make my skin turn into constellations, waiting to be mapped out by your hands
But then I see your hands- those same hands,
Wrapping around her while I’m sleeping in a bed far away from yours
I see your body, and I see her body 
I see the way you whisper words into her neck 
I imagine the smell of your skin getting lost in somebody else’s sheets,
Sticking to them even after washing
And my stomach twists