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I'm sick of being everyone's backbone im strong for everybody!! I'm that person to be like everything is going to be ok and shit when I literally fake a smile everyday.I always thought that it was impossible for a broken person to put a broken person back together but I did it so I guess it is possible. I feel trapped in this horrible world of insanity and horror, and I can't get out!! I fake so many smiles that when I don't smile cause it's hurts everyone asks if I'm okay, of course I say yes when I'm not really ok. I should die!! but then if I die everyone else is gonna be like me and I don't want that cause I wish I wasn't me, crying doesn't help cutting doesn't either. I've tried to fix my self but I can't fix myself nor can anyone else.