DeadlyBoyXY

"The power... of % #&*$ is too strong.." ??? weakly said 

DeadlyBoyXY

An Update to my followers...
          
          I'm sorry.... I've been lying to you all because I never knew how to open up. In the past months, I've told you I hit a roadblock in TUAC, I was lying... throughout this year, I have suffered a lot of depression and nearly took my own life. I nearly took my own life a month ago. I was then saved by my mother and my girlfriend... they made me realize that if I did end it, it would encourage others (specifically you) to do it as well. 
          
          My Grandpa had died at the age of 76 to a heart attack early this year... this was the main cause of the depression. I've been away from Wattpad and other socials.... I couldn't even celebrate my 18th birthday without the urge to cry and complement death. But now that I've seen multiple therapists and doctors, I'm happy to say that I'm now stable. Depression is still there, but the urge to kill myself has disappeared, and soon, I plan on updating TUAC again in the future. I want to thank you all for being with me, even though I've lied and rarely update these stories. You guys mean the world to me...
          
          I'll see you in the next chapter... 
          
          Yours truly, DeadlyBoyXY

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@DeadlyBoyXY if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you 
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Hugobest03

I do somewhat share your sentiment, I have had thoughts of ending my life, but never attempted it, so I dont know too much on how you felt, but do know that any person in your life who brings you any amount of joy, any activity that you enjoy and any person that cares for you and you care for them are worth living. Any person or thing or activity that you enjoy and diverts your attention from your own thoughts is worth living for. That is how I got out of that miserable slump, and I’m now telling you in hopes that it helps you as well. 
            Stay strong, friend, and know people love you :)
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IbrahimH0707

@DeadlyBoyXY does to know you going well
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DeadlyBoyXY

Yoo, Whats Up Bois!
          
          Jesus, it's already been a month since the last upload? I'm really lacking, aren't I? I've become the very thing i swore not to be, damn it. I have no excuses other than pure dullness. I've run into a roadblock with the story and can't drive through. I may have to rewrite it because I'm not very pleased with the plot in that specific chapter.
          
          I'm sorry,  it'll take longer to redevelop and research some things based on a mix of anime and game logic. 

DeadlyBoyXY

Yoo What's Up Bois.
          
          So you already know what's happening with the announcement 'He' is giving to Ash and everyone in the stadium. Every Champion is going to their region to protect it. That's where my thoughts come in. Which would you like to see first? 
          
          1- ??? And Kanto Elite 4 Protect Kanto
          2- Lance and Johto E4 Protects Johto
          3- Steven and Hoenn E4 Protect Hoenn
          4- Cynthia and Sinnoh E4 Protect Sinnoh
          5- Iris and Unova E4 Protect Unova
          6- Diantha and Kalos E4 Protect Kalos
          7- Gladion, Ash and the Alola E4 Protect Alola
          8- Leon, Hop and All Gym Leaders For Galar Protect  Galar. 
          
          
          Please pick one from below and I'll start writing it whenever my shift ends.