Deagu_Baby

Hey guys, I'm leaving Wattpad. I just can't do this anymore I have hurt Callmegia and that is enough for me. I will leave, I will not come back, I cannot continue my story. Goodbye for good, stay healthy.

-Hyunjins_Americano-

@Deagu_Baby I want to be in contact with you
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-Hyunjins_Americano-

@Deagu_Baby No wait, can I pls have your pin or smth?
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_callmegia_

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Hi, uhm, I’ve thought a lot about this, and I’ve realized I can’t keep doing this anymore. I’ve always cared about you, but I’m tired of the constant hurt and the imbalance between us. Even when we weren’t talking, I kept being the one reaching out, kept forgiving—but it’s not good for me to be here anymore. You knew you had hurt me once and yet you did it again. I loved you so much that I forgave you, but I’m so tired of this shit, of this game of you messing up and me forgiving you, like it’s my job to fix everything. I cared about you a lot, but I don’t know what’s happened to you. These past few weeks, you haven’t been the person I met two or three months ago. I’m done. I can’t keep being the idiot who holds on while you keep hurting me. This is goodbye. I hope you find the peace and understanding you’re looking for, but I need to let go for my own sake. Take care of yourself.
          
          Gia.
          

Deagu_Baby

Hey guys, I'm leaving Wattpad. I just can't do this anymore I have hurt Callmegia and that is enough for me. I will leave, I will not come back, I cannot continue my story. Goodbye for good, stay healthy.

-Hyunjins_Americano-

@Deagu_Baby I want to be in contact with you
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-Hyunjins_Americano-

@Deagu_Baby No wait, can I pls have your pin or smth?
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Deagu_Baby

My tears are like larva

Deagu_Baby

@-Hyunjins_Americano- Thank you you are the only one who understands me Callmegia I hurt you again I'm an idiot
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Deagu_Baby

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hey everyone... I feel really weak and have been for weeks... I have no strength left to do anything. I'm losing myself inside and it's eating me up... I'm only in my room in the dark... I love it so much... I've lost my appetite and I can only watch as it eats me up... I have no desire anymore. I'm lost in my own battle... it's hard for me to tell you about it because I don't want to, but I do it anyway. It doesn't make sense, I know. In the last few weeks I've only been hitting other people. My anger kept growing and I never stopped. I show no remorse that I'm sorry. I could kill someone without batting an eye. I show zero emotion and that's why everyone has distanced themselves from me. I screwed up and I can't change it. I'm a miscarriage, I know that. I wish I'd never been born. My music and my room are the places where I hide. I've distanced myself from the outside world.  You know, I don't give a damn about anything anymore. If push came to shove, I'd even be prepared to kill.
          Bye