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Should I........
Start another book and post a Death Note fanfic and almost completely ignore all my other unfinished fanfic books and be a complete ball of chaos and have even less organization skills and not even try to motivate myself to finish my other stories atm because I impulsively write fanfiction when I either don't like the ending of a storyline, am obsessed with certain character(s), or both, and just write whenever I feel impulsively inspired to write something I know almost no one besides myself will be even remotely interested in reading? Because I am *this* close to just losing my complete shit overall.