DearieDrawer

Hey, *psst* you wanna know why I'm named DearierDrawer? I draw stuff.
          	
          	AND
          	
          	I made as artbook.
          	
          	Its been up for a while now. Yeah, Im pretty late to announce it. I have nothing to say for myself. But hey, now you know and you can check it out. :3
          	
          	Also, yes, I'm finally back from the dead, which isn't saying much bc I may go back to my coffin if the situation deems itself right. Anyways, enjoy

DearieDrawer

@maeiax hhhhh I'm so glad you like my art! Im really anxious whenever it comes to posting them online so this really, REALLY means alot!
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maeiax

@DearieDrawer
          	  wah really? FINALLYYYYYYY
          	  I COULDNT ACESS MY INSTA so I couldnt view ur art huhuhu
          	  yie tysm dear-ie i've missed you and your art :< asdfghjkljg
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rogerthatmuse

Hello DearieDrawer! 
          
          Sorry, I don't want to intrude, but I noticed you being a follower and reader of fantasy and romance authors. Maybe you’d like to give the supernatural fantasy-romance ‘Regent’s Blood’ by M.J. Stephanos a chance as well. I’m a fan of her book and I think she deserves more readers and followers. 
          
          Best Regards rogerthatmuse
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/224016520-aristocracy-regent%27s-blood-book-1

DearieDrawer

Hey, *psst* you wanna know why I'm named DearierDrawer? I draw stuff.
          
          AND
          
          I made as artbook.
          
          Its been up for a while now. Yeah, Im pretty late to announce it. I have nothing to say for myself. But hey, now you know and you can check it out. :3
          
          Also, yes, I'm finally back from the dead, which isn't saying much bc I may go back to my coffin if the situation deems itself right. Anyways, enjoy

DearieDrawer

@maeiax hhhhh I'm so glad you like my art! Im really anxious whenever it comes to posting them online so this really, REALLY means alot!
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maeiax

@DearieDrawer
            wah really? FINALLYYYYYYY
            I COULDNT ACESS MY INSTA so I couldnt view ur art huhuhu
            yie tysm dear-ie i've missed you and your art :< asdfghjkljg
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DearieDrawer

Yo. Um. Guys. I haven't really been checking up on wattpad lately since I have summer class and the assignments are killing me. But that's not really the reason why I announcing this right? Yeah.
          
          Aighty. I just wanna say. Holy heck.
          
          I have a 103 followers now. Wow.
          
          Aighty. Let's celebrate mah dudes!
          
          How? That's a secret. Just stay tuned for next week's update aighty? Aighty. Welp.
          
          Wow. Really. WOW. I never expected this. I love you guys so much. Hope ya'll are staying safe right there and keeping yourself hydrated. Thank you and I love you all! ^w^

maeiax

@DearieDrawer OMG CONGRATSSSSSS we lysm tooooo 
            HAPPY 100+ follows b :○ 
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foxspiriit

*waves Shyly* hello

DearieDrawer

@kannagigirl hello! Yes! Of course!
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foxspiriit

@DearieDrawer 
            
            It’s okay! I’m in class now so I’m gonna be slow! Hello hello! *waves some more* eep can I message you? It’s way easier this way? :0
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DearieDrawer

@kannagigirl *frantically trying to wave back embarrassed* Hi! Hello! So sorry! I only noticed this now but I hope it's still okay to reply!
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DearieDrawer

Guys, I need your insight
          
          Or just anything.
          
          I've always had this mindset that I either do it right or wrong. Its either I hit it on the first try or Im a failure and a disappointment. If I'm being really honest, I'm very very insecure about myself. There would be these times that whenever I see someone do better that me at something I really feel proud of, I panic. I feel like there's no point to it all. I cant help but isolate myself and go for days doubting my worth and this lockdown isnt helping. At all.
          
          I just want to know how people cope with panic attacks like this. I really need help figuring this out.

doctorlovesick

That happens to me too. I’m usually very insecure about my drawing and singing, especially now that my vocal chords are damaged. But when that happens, I try to go to the begging. I look at what that person was doing. For example, if it’s about drawing, I might see that this person is really good with whole colours. And I try to see what I can do myself to improve on what I find a really like about the other persons. I don’t really know how to help, I’m not so good with your topic specifically. But if you ever need help on anything else, feel free to ask me for some advice! I’m willing to help, I hope I can at least benefit to you somehow. 
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slayslaslayslayesla

this kind of mindset isn't something you can get rid of, so try morphing (?) it to something else, for example perfectionism, instead of 'this isnt woking out, i though i was good at this, what happened?' try to think something like 'this sucks, but why?' pick out the flaws and correct them to feel better aboit yourself. this is all from personal experience so it probably wont work but ://
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slayslaslayslayesla

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and i cant guaranty this will work for you but just, take a break, it doesn't have to be long, just a few minutes can work miracles. attempt to relax and then try again, no matter how hard it seems to be because if we didn't push ourselves to do stuff, we would be literally doing nothing all fucking day. 
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