DeathByAPilgrim

Just finished writing the most heartbreaking chapter of 'At His Beck and Call'. A chapter I've Invisioned since I was a teen. I'm so overwhelmed with emotion.

Cheers to the big six!  As in the last six chapters of 'At His Beck and Call'. I've touched on the first of the last. And I'm struggling to title this one. The last few chapter titles have followed a theme that I'd like to continue. But, this one right here, this is The End... and the beginning of the end. 
          
          Then, on top of those two, the chapter's theme gives me a gooood title idea. Now, I'm stuck between calling it:
          
          Wilted and Withered, The End, and True Colors.
          
          I might mess around and call it "True Wilted, Withered Colors" lol.

It just hit me like a ton of bricks... I'm almost done with 'At His Beck and Call'.
          
          I was outlining the next few chapters when I realized it. These are the LAST few chapters. My heart is sinking. I've been writing this since I was in High School... it's my baby.
          
          Why am I hurting?

All my backlogs are filled with smut that I had no idea what to do with until last night...

I’m literally dying with anticipation of the reward you’re about to give me for that last chapter, lol this is what a spoiled person looks like, you’ve done it ♥️

Dammit. Writer_Babe updated 'The Love Code' and now I have to update too. 
          
          Whose idea was friendly competition? Me and them have a problem.

I really need to start posting again ‍♀️ First I need to start writing again, but yk what I mean 

I somehow managed to seamlessly transition into a chapter with Dawson's FIRST EVER POV and I'm head over heels  You can really see his conflict and indecisiveness. He better stop playing before I start to like him again 

I was trying to finish my three back up chapters of At His Beck and Call, so that I can start posting again, when BOOM! allergies hit. F**k me ‍♀️

...still remembering that I have a book to write