Hello everyone! I know it's been quite a while and you guys probably don't remember me, but I've come to wish you all a Happy New Year! I honestly can't believe it's already 2020! It feels like last year was just the beginning of 2000!
2019 was a rollercoaster ride for me. I was very down in the beginning of the year because of events that happened in my life, but then I got the help I needed and was able to get back on my feet. I've grown so much since then. I've slowly but surely learned how to love and appreciate myself. My confidence has grown as well. Instead of walking with my head down all the time, I have taught myself to walk with my head up and look straight ahead without being shy or scared about it. 2019 was honestly the year I grew the most and I will always appreciate it.
To be honest though I'm sort of worried for this year. As much as I'm happy to say that I'm ready for what 2020 has to throw my way, I'm still nervous because a lot of big things will happen in my life this year. This is the year I officially become an adult and graduate from high school. It's also the year I start going to a university I applied to. I was originally planning on majoring in acting so I could become an actress, but now I'm probably going to study medicine and become a doctor. It would benefit my family as well as my family out of the country. Hopefully in the future I'll be able to pursue my dream career in acting, but for now I have to accomplish my goal of being able to support my family. So I hope with all my heart that this new year will be amazing and fun.
I know I haven't been active here for quite a while and I wish I could be on more often, but I would like to say that I love you all and that you are an amazing and beautiful person. I truly hope we'll be able to spend more time together this year than in previous years. Have a fantastic and brilliant New Year! I purple you all with all my heart!