Its currently 3 am for me and I know no one will read this anyway so
I went back and watch the MV for Lemon Drop by Ateez, and I honestly forgot how good the song was. I honestly did cry a bit because that was the first time in a very very long time I have felt joy like that. Not even Skz content was cheering me up the past few months, and I love Skz a lot!
Honestly everything has been so stressful lately, at home at school, everywhere, so being here in my bed and watching a music video of something that gives so much summer vibes just made me cry because of how I miss being happy and how I miss just living freely without stress from everything!