If Death is calling you but you hit ignore it means your not ready for change. 

     Death always surprises us when we least expect it and we might not want it but it has to happen so we can grow and learn. 

     Now if Death is at your door welcome it in like it's an old friend of yours and don't push it away or it way come back worse then before. 
 
     Explore Create and Go for it. Don't let yourself be dragged down by doubt. You can do anything you put your mind to even face Death.