It gets extremely annoying when you look at your old work and you sit there and wonder "why did I do this in the first place?" And you have so many holes in the plotline and you just want to give up on such a horrible story. Like God, I don't even know what to do with two of the stories I have just because the plot gets twisted in my head and it's too late to make any changes. And I'm extremely disappointed for not updating regularly like I should.