@Deathsloved
I'm glad you are doing otherwise well, and I don't see you stopping completely:) forever. And I hope you won't. Your intelligence is far above average, very high to be exact. And your abilities to weave words; so refreshing.
You bring something to the table that is so totally satisfying, full of deep thought and theology and symbolisms, things that say 'come up higher.' you make us want to dig deeper, to think. Whatever path you take, anyone who is lucky enough to know you will know for certain they've been in the company of something great and profound. I deeply appreciate everything about you including you! You are one of the rare people who publish great works of thought and I hope to see where the future takes you!