Deblina_bts

Okay so ... Few days has passed , everything became alright, i am happy that ... Thing's getting better ! Like the other days  I was waiting for the person to text me ...  Then  i got text in group chat sating that ... Everything is true except that memory loss...  I wasn't feel bad ..though it was shocking to hear but as long as there is positivity i wouldn't mind !  
          	
          	
          	The next day i felt like i  always starts conversation so why not i wait for getting a text back from the person i want.. so i was waiting .... ...
          	 1 day has passed ...  In 2nd day ... I didn't get a text back ...from that person  since the last day .In the evening as i was angry  i texted her (okay  so i am revealing identity now)...stating that unwanted behaviour and also apologized for my wrongdoings..  few minutes later she replied and said that she was busy.  And i blamed myself for over thinking like ignorance!  Now everything became normal i am happy .
          	
          	
          	
          	 But i found out that i always be the one who take initiative to start the conversation...  Sometimes i feel low ... And sometimes i think she might be busy. .... Or ... Try avoid me 
          	 I don't really know ...
          	 
          	
          	 I know i am being wired or selfish or attention seeker ... You can judge me through this but the only thing i want to say that i love her like my little sister ,she is  like my family ... If you get ignored by the person you love ... How should you feel  ?  My reaction is like that .....
          	

Deblina_bts

Okay so ... Few days has passed , everything became alright, i am happy that ... Thing's getting better ! Like the other days  I was waiting for the person to text me ...  Then  i got text in group chat sating that ... Everything is true except that memory loss...  I wasn't feel bad ..though it was shocking to hear but as long as there is positivity i wouldn't mind !  
          
          
          The next day i felt like i  always starts conversation so why not i wait for getting a text back from the person i want.. so i was waiting .... ...
           1 day has passed ...  In 2nd day ... I didn't get a text back ...from that person  since the last day .In the evening as i was angry  i texted her (okay  so i am revealing identity now)...stating that unwanted behaviour and also apologized for my wrongdoings..  few minutes later she replied and said that she was busy.  And i blamed myself for over thinking like ignorance!  Now everything became normal i am happy .
          
          
          
           But i found out that i always be the one who take initiative to start the conversation...  Sometimes i feel low ... And sometimes i think she might be busy. .... Or ... Try avoid me 
           I don't really know ...
           
          
           I know i am being wired or selfish or attention seeker ... You can judge me through this but the only thing i want to say that i love her like my little sister ,she is  like my family ... If you get ignored by the person you love ... How should you feel  ?  My reaction is like that .....
          

Deblina_bts

 Today around 9:46. I was online and  i got notification so i clicked it and saw husna  sent messages so i opened it in curious, it was husna's mom . She said that jisso was taken to the hospital, she is in OT room and ask her mom to tell me ! 
           I was shocked because jisso said she would have surgery on next twesday .. but why she is  in now ? I just told her that she will be alright but it was too late her mom sent some text which was even more heartbreaking ... She said that doctor claimed jisso is no more... She is dead !  I was like what ? Why ? Why she have to go this early !!? I went to the group tell everyone because i was full of heart and sobbing badly ... And ofcourse everyone was sad , some of them were carrying ...  
          
          
           But you know there is god , and God's will he never hurt
           her children ! After some time i got another text from unty stating that her heart is responding, and doctor is checking her up .   Her mom also said when she hugged jisso's lifeless body  she felt her heart is pumping and she immediately called doctor .We got hope , we prayed hard and finally she is safe ! She is alive !!   She  won the battle with grimreaper .... She is a fighter ! We are happy for her but.....
          
          
          
           She lost her memories....
           She only remembers up to 2019. And we met last month ... She forget us ! Thats the relief that she is alive , and we are able to make new memories....  She is chatting with us now , i am hoping that she will be good soon.

Deblina_bts

 Now its 2nd heart breaking news  ,  before i tell the fact i want to introduce her...she is one of my army friend named husna but we call her Jisso. She is very kind ,innocent childish girl i met her in our  common group ! Many people found out that she is a bit annoying,but i think she acts as her age... I mean you expect form a 14 years old girl acts according to her age ! One think that attracts me the most is her caring nature.she cares a lot for everyone even if he is her enemy...me and other friend really do love her ..we play together , spam together, gossip together and many more. It's actually fun when she being around us.
          
          
           Another normal day while we chatting , ofcourse not that type what we usually do because last day we lost our friend sara, so  it was kinda sad atmosphere but the silence were broken when she wrote something which was kind of wired.she said there that she had seven days to fun with us .so i went our private chat to ask her what she meant and i got the reply something that was heart breaking and that is she has tumor and its 3rd stage , and she would taken to the OT room after seven days.. first i disbelieved and asked her not to joke around of it but its  true.she never lied but hid it from us !  I was ask not to tell it to every one because that would make her week as we will sad ! But i couldn't control it anymore and i said some of our members of our group .  I know i upset her but  its fact that we love her , and we want to stay by her side so that i told. I must say she is a fighter . I pray for her that she will cure soon and live her life fullest .

Deblina_bts

@Deblina_bts oh u read this... Sry if u hurt now .... 
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Caterruby

@Deblina_bts this chat make me remember something
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Deblina_bts

 I dont know how to say ... But i am feeling sad because of loosing one of my loving friend though we haven't met , she lives in newyork and i am in India but ... We were closest by heart ... But today something has happened to her she even left our common groups and stopped talking to me and as i was curious to know i chatted her first to know what happened ...but i was surprised to see that her brother answered instead of her stating that she wouldn't allow to talk with me and also our common friends as we are strangers to her... I was  in shocked , later found out that she have ig ac which causes her into it ... As she didn't ask permission for having ig account! 
           
           Above all of these situations she has to face consequences for not letting her parents to know about us and ofcourse ig . I literally begged her brother to spare her and let her talk to us but result was fail ... I feel like i lost my friend , i cried my hell out...  Sadness takes over my heart .. I dont even know if i ever contract her or not ! Will she come back or not ?  I just wish her to have everything that she wants in her life  ... I love her a lot. I am gonna miss her too bad !